The Pain of having a heart (Sosuke Aizen x reader) [Wattys 2016]

Thirty-third Act, The world of the living (part four)

(A/N: I just put this photo here 'cause shocked Aizen faces are really priceless. Now go on and read this new chapter! I got a nice suggestion from SosukeAizen2905 , so I made this with it! With a few tweaks of my own, I guess...)

Aizen slept on my lap for like, a half hour. He occasionally tossed and turned, letting out a soft groan as he did so. I wonder how in the freaking world can he sleep with a nearly empty stomach?!

I sighed and glanced at his face. He looks a little tired, but otherwise he's tranquil right now. So does this mean he hasn't been sleeping for quite a while in Hueco Mundo?

"Mm-mmm...." He uttered, shifting a little so he could face the kitchen.

I started to stroke his soft brown hair gently. "If you're really tired, why aren't you letting yourself rest?" It kind of worries me, though...he'll get sick if he keeps this up.

I felt him move again. This time, he was facing the ceiling. He slowly opened his beautiful brown eyes, a small smile appearing on his lips. "It's really odd, hm?"

"What is?" I asked him.

"I've been silently wishing that I could wake up to see your face everyday." He said.

I blushed a little. Looks like he really wants to be with me for a long, long time. Was he really that lonely?

However, there is something that would keep me from staying with him for his entire life. Something that would break his already shattered heart into even smaller pieces. I didn't want that to happen, but...

I gave him a smile, despite those thoughts lingering in my mind.  "Don't worry, Aizen. You'll wake up to that everyday."

His smile grew a little wider then he sat up, giving me a peck on the lips. My entire face flushed with red.

He fixed his cute bed hair, before glancing at me. "Would you like to go somewhere today? Go see something interesting?"

"Ummmm....errrr....I....ah....this place called a beach!!! The society of female soul reapers constantly talked about it..." I said. "I heard that beaches have nice, soft sand and water you can swim in."

"Yes, I've heard about those. But don't you need swimwear for that?" He asked.

"Yeah, swimwear-"

I was suddenly interrupted by another thought that slipped in my mind. OH NO, I DID NOT JUST THINK OF-

First I saw feet, second, legs, third, swimming trunks, fourth, a well-built body, and fifth...FREAKING SOSUKE AIZEN'S FACE. He had a dashing smile on his lips.

I put a hand over my nose, since I felt another nosebleed coming. Aizen glanced at me. "Are you alright? Is something-"

"You know what, Aizen? Can we go and buy swimwear and other stuff now?" I said, wiping my bloody nose.

"Alright then..." He said, standing up to get his wallet and the room keys.

I wiped off any remaining traces of blood on my nose and grabbed my bag, following him outside after he got his stuff.

Okay, that thought was an awful lot disturbing. I'll never bring up the beach again after this...so freaking weird...

When we got to the mall, he was absolutely confused at the new surroundings. (Although it wasn't obvious since he constantly has a calm facade...)