Closer || (n.j.)

Chapter Four

Chapter Four--
It was one of the last concerts of the tour. We only had two more after this. Well, the boys did. I watched the whole performance closer tonight for some odd reason. I saw Nick moving his feet slightly with every song, when he sang he really put his heart into it. They sang one of their old songs, Goodnight and Goodbye. I had never heard it before, so this would be a new experience. In the middle of it, Nick did acrobatics. I was super impressed. He did a flip over Joe's back and then did handsprings down the runway until he hit the end of it. I was more in the front, but I could still see them at the end of the runway. Nick did a power slide at the end of the song, then it went dark. There were cheers and screams everywhere. This was definitely a moment I would remember forever.

"You impressed me so much." I tell Nick as we're sitting on the bed in the hotel room, our fingers interlaced.

"Really? That much?" He raises his eyebrows and looks over to me.

"Those handsprings, perfection." I smile in approval and kiss his cheek. He purposely grabs my face and puts his lips on mine. Our kisses get rough and hungry. Eventually, he gently pushes me down on the bed under him, hitching up my dress. I fumble with his belt and eventually get it unbuckled.

Nick nods, his brown eyes almost desperate. I put my hand on his chest, playing with the top button of his shirt. I nod and bite my bottom lip.

I lay in Nick's arms, my bare back against his bare chest. His chest heaves softly against my back, his breathing slow. He'd fallen asleep easily, me not so much. I carefully untangle myself from his strong arms and slip on my pajama shorts and a white t shirt, and walk out into the hall, making sure to grab a room key. I just wanted some time alone and to think. You ever need that? I do all the time. I walked through the hallway, making my way to the elevator. I had to pass by Joe's room and it sounded like he had either the tv or music up loud. He was singing too. It's one in the morning so I wasn't exactly surprised. Nick had told me that his brother would stay up really late to practice is vocals and all that.

I go and sit in the lobby, seeing that it was vacant except for someone sleeping behind the desk. I chuckled and sat in a plush arm chair in front of the fake fire.  I think of what I just did for the first time. I lost my virginity to Nick Jonas. I wasn't mad, just surprised at myself. When I was little, I said that I would never ever have sex. Of course at that time, I had also told myself I wanted kids. It wasn't until my eighth grade year that I realized how that all worked. I definitely never thought I'd be this far. Dating a celebrity, going to almost every one of his shows, living in a mansion, all of it. This was all truly a dream come true. I hear the guy behind the counter shuffle and then his voice. It's deep and raspy from sleep I'm guessing.

"Hey. What are you doing down here?" He gets up from behind the desk and comes over by me. I was hesitant but told him.

"Thinking time." I say, running a hand through my dark hair.

"I need that too sometimes. You here with the Jonas Brothers? They've come here before. I'm pretty good friends with Joe." He sits in the chair next to me and I read his name tag. Trevor.

"Yeah, I'm here with them. Dating Nick." I feel my cheeks get hot, getting paranoid that he's going to just know that him and I just had sex for the first time. I feel my breath hitch at my throat.

"Nick was always the quiet one. Especially when they were younger. I practically grew up with those guys." Trevor smiles, and I return it.

"You're blushing there." He chuckles.

"Heh...sorry." I nervously lick my lips. Trevor looks at the security camera up in the corner where the ceiling and wall meet. It was practically staring at us.

"I better get back to work. I'm here until 8 AM."

"Okay, see you around." I tell him, getting up from my chair myself. I actually felt 'better' so to speak, after talking to Trevor. My head was now clear and I felt like I was walking on a cloud. I quietly walked into my hotel room, Nick on his stomach with his lips parted some. Thank God he didn't wake up when I was gone. He was passed out. I crawled in next to him and laid on my side to face him. I lightly kissed his jaw and it caused him to stir. He was a heavy sleeper, but when someone touched him, sometimes he'd wake up. There would be times that I'd wake him up from a long sleep and he'd wake up almost scared. Nick rolled fully over to wrap his arms around my waist. I snuggle into his body and fell asleep right away.

"Radio time." I hear a voice say. I knew it wasn't Nick because his arms were still around me and the voice sounded further away. I heard my boyfriend groan and answer them.

"Okay Kev." He rolls over, letting go of me. I hear the door shut and my eyes flutter open and I'm looking out the window of the room. I roll myself over so I was facing Nick. The blankets were up to his waist, so I could see his bare chest and torso. I put my hand on his upper arm and kissed it. He looked down at me, his brown eyes sparkling. I reached up and kissed his lips.

"Am I coming with you?" I ask, getting up from the bed. He restrains me from getting off, by grabbing onto my waist.

"I don't think so. Maybe you and Dani could do something." He suggests, pulling me back into his embrace.

"You need to get ready. You know how Kevin gets when you're not ready on Kevin time." I joke, rolling my eyes.

"Okay." He kisses my cheek and gets up, only his boxers on him. Nick goes over to his suitcase and picks out an outfit to wear the radio interview. I pick out an outfit for myself, going with short shorts that are black and a white top that's off the shoulder. I brush out my hair and put it up in a nice bun then start on my makeup. I go with sparkly blue eyeshadow and winged eyeliner. I swipe on some lipgloss and my appearance is now complete. I turn around and see Nick fixing the collar of his shirt. He rolls up the sleeves to his forearms and unbuttons the top button, showing the white shirt he was wearing underneath. He looks at me and his mouth opens in shock.

"What?" I ask, giggling. I take my phone from the chair and shove it in the back pocket of my shorts.

"You look amazing." He says, running a hand over his face.

"I'm not dreaming am I?" He sounds so genuine with every word he says.

"I'm afraid not." I smirk. Nick smiles, showing his teeth for once. His smiles are usually close lipped smiles.

"Nick, bro, let's go!" Kevin pounds on our door. I hear Danielle scold him and Nick opens our door.

"Wait a second." Nick comes over and kisses my cheek then goes with his brother. Dani comes in the room and shuts the door.

"What do you say we have fun today? Go see the sights of Florida?" She suggests. My face lights up and I nod.

"Great. This'll be fun. Maybe we'll even go to DisneyWorld with the guys tonight." She winks, knowing that she'll be able to get Kevin too. He loves all of that stuff. I have actually never been to Disney. Nick has said that he's wanted to take me, considering he knows I love everything to do with Disney. Danielle and I walked, arms linked, to go and adventure around Orlando, Florida.