I Will Always Find You

Mathclass and Breakfast

"Hey Hannah!" Vivi said hugging me tightly as I walked into school.

"Hi." I smiled gladly

"You look so adorable in you're boyfriend's jersey! I still can't even believe it! My best friend is dating Justin Bieber! Eeeeek!" She squealed as I rolled my eyes hoping she would quiet down a bit.

I was on my way to math class when Justin stopped me so we could walk in together.

"Hey Han." He said and gave me a side hug.

"Hey, ready for math?" I said sarcastically.

"No, you?" He said.

"Ugh no I hate math." I laughed.

We walked into the classroom and I took my seat next to Nathan and Justin was a couple rows behind me since the chairs are assigned. Delilah and Stephen are in this class too which makes it even worse.

I took out my papers and Nathan smiled in a friendly way to me and I smiled back. I remembered how Justin sometimes gets jealous of guys I talked to so I sorta felt uncomfortable even interacting with him now. I felt like I was being unfaithful even if I just smiled at him. Maybe it was a little because I never told Justin I kissed him either.

"What'd you get for number six?" Nathan asked me.

"I haven't even started yet, sorry. Plus it'd probably be wrong anyways haha." I said tapping my pencil on my paper.

"Awe that's okay. Uh so I take it you're going to the game tonight?" He said nervously.

"Yea, good guess. Are you?" I said.

"Uh, I don't think I'm going to make it tonight." He said like he was holding something back but at the same time still trying to make me smile.

"Nathan, Hannah, stop chatting please and get to work."  The teacher scolded.

I shut my mouth Andrew eyed my blank paper trying to focus on the math.

"Wow wow, slow down Hannah! The Biebs isn't enough to pleasure you?" Stephen commented.

"Shut up Steve." I said back.

"Oh you're mad because you can't have any of me. We'll news flash, you're welcome anytime." He winked and I almost gagged.

"Dude what's you're problem?!" Justin stood up and started yelling at Steve.

"Oh so now you're mad bro? Control your girl!" Steve had this stupid grin on his face.

"Hey calm down, you have no idea what you're talking about. Why are you making up shit!" Justin's voice got really high as he got more frustrated.

I had enough of this and I was getting really nervous and upset so I just walked out of the class room and into the girls bathroom and locked myself into the stall and let out a breath.

Justin saw me and I'm pretty sure he followed me.

"Han, Hannah!" Justin's voice echoed through the girls bathroom looking for me.

He knocked on my stall door and whispered to me.

"Listen Justin, I'm embarrassed! It's not fair because before you came everyone left me alone. They didn't care about me and I was okay with that.   Sometimes it's better when I'm invisible." I really didn't want to cry but I did. And it sucked.

"Han- just come out. It's gunna be lunch soon and I don't wanna be here when the flood of girls enter this room." He said and I could tell his face was getting red.

"Oh and, we are talking about this." He added.

I didn't want him to see me to be honest. I'm going to look like a soggy goat because that's how I look when I cry, Justin can't see how pathetic I am. But I knew he wasn't going to leave the bathroom so I slowly opened the door reluctantly and Justin was right there to wrap me in the biggest hug ever so that my feet didn't even touch the ground. And then I realized how much I really needed that hug.