I Will Always Find You

Hospital Visits

I don't want to wake up but my sister was laying on me bed waiting for me to wake up.

"So you can reply to everyone else's Insta comment but you can't reply to mine last night." She laughed and I buried my head in my pillow.

"No but honestly, Hannah what happened last night?" She asked stroking my hair.

"Nothing, don't worry about it." I groaned.

"Ugh fine, I'm going to find out about it sooner or later. Justin has the biggest mouth in your whole school. All I have to do is talk to a stranger." She chuckled like an older sister would.

"Thanks, I feel so much better." I rolled my eyes.

"Awe sorry, I didn't know. Well I'm going to the hospital to visit mom. They said the chemo starts today. She won't be out of the hospital for a while." Vic said and her spirit dropped.

"I'm coming." I said and got out of bed.

"I'm leaving now." She said jingling her car keys.

"Yea, I'll just go like this." I sighed and threw my hair in a bun and my sweats didn't even match and even though it was fall I put on my uggs.

"Ok." She said and as I walked out of my room she gave me a side hug and kisses my temple.

"Love you sis." She said then jogged all the way down the stairs then out the front door.

"Yup." I said trailing after her.

The waiting room was pretty empty and I let Victoria see her privately first.  I can only imagine my dad went back to work since he spends the nights with my mother.

I was still not mentally recovered from last night so I just needed a little time to sort things out. Victoria is a talker so I'm all set there.

Justin: i drove by your house... Im not being a stalker I just felt like I wanted to surprise you. Where are you?

Me: seriously? If you surprised me this morning I probably would've slapped you

Justin: will you slap me if i still want to visit you today?

Me: maybe... Maybe not

Me: what did Nathan tell you last night

Justin: well what did you hear

Me: he told me he said that he told you  I still like you

Justin: where r u and I'll tell you what happened

Me: I'm at the hospital

Justin: what why?!

Me: my mom, she's fine tho don't worry about it just tell me what he said

Justin: okay well he didn't say much like I don't know hannah im going to have to talk to you in person

Me: then come here!!!

Justin: On my way

I put my phone in my pocket and stared around the room. I was making sure if I were to scream at Justin these people wouldn't mind. It was early anyways they'd probably sleep through it.

It was about ten more minutes until Justin walked through the doors. He had about two dozen roses in his hands.

"Hey baby." He said and walked up to me and I stood up to talk to him.

"Hi Justin." I rolled my eyes and placed the flowers next to me on the floor.

"Han, I'm so sorry, about last night. I want to be with you. I want to hold you like this.... I want to talk to you and I'm sorry for being a jerk. I know I was and yesterday was rough I don't know why it was a bad day. Do you forgive me?" He said wrapping me from behind in his arms. He kissed my cheek  and squeezed me tighter.

"No, Justin. Oh my god ew get off of me." I said and pushed him off of me and stepped on his flowers on my way back to the chair I was sitting on.

"Seriously?" He said and looked at the crushed flowers and had a hurt expression on his face when he looked at me.

"Hannah! Mom wants to see you- oh hi justin?" Victoria said coming from the hallway.

"Ok." I nodded.

"Hannah, let me please come with you." Justin said and his eyes got glassy.

"Ok." I said and he took my hand as we walked to her room.

"Justin, I want to see my mom. I don't want to be fighting with you in front of her." I said as we were standing in front of her door.

"Yea I totally agree. I hate when we fight, it makes me feel horrible. I'm not myself when we do. Why aren't you giving me another chance."

He was really trying and all I want to do is talk to my mother in a happy mood. I can get into a big tangent with Justin right now over so many things the gets me upset with him but i want to be happy so ill forgive him for today just so he won't try and start some drama in front of my mom.

I leaned in and placed my lips on his and he happily pulled me into his chest and kissed me deeper. He was really excited and treated this kiss so passionately. I wasn't really into it because I was doing it for show basically but I decided to play along because it did feel good. He kissed me again and moved our lips in sync. His hand slid down my lower back and lower and lower. I pulled away instantly stopping anything else from happening and opened the door to my mothers room quickly.

Maybe it was a little too quickly because Justin was panting and his face was bright red. He sat in a chair and placed his hands over his lap and didn't move. He was blushing insanely and tried to calm his breathing.

"Hi dear, I didn't know you were bringing Justin?" She smiled at me and laughed at Justins state right now. I was pretty normal right now. I didn't realize how into that kiss he was.

"Hi Mrs.Gruzzio." He said embarrassed.

"Hi." She smiled pleasantly.

"Hi mom how are you doing?" I said and say next to her bed.