I Will Always Find You

Science Project

DELILAH^^^^^^^^

Of course the boys won the game last night. So it was all in the Saturday morning news papers and when I waked into the nearest grocery store it was all the employees were talking about.

"Hey! Hannah!" Some girl shouted at me as looked up from my phone because I was texting Grace.

"Yea?" I said confused of she meant me, I didn't think she looked familiar.

"I'm Lexi, from home room! I didn't know you knew the Justin Bieber closely!" She gushed taking out her phone scrolling through it quickly.

She showed me a picture, "Justin posted this right after the game last night! Do you see that caption?! He said: "if only I won this game" Me and my friends have been going crazy to figure out what it means! I didn't think I'd run into you! Do you know what it means?!" She rambled excitedly, she must've been a hardcore belieber at some point.

"Uh-" I read the caption again and the picture of me and him in 2nd grade with our big smiles and lunch pails he was squeezing me in a bear hug. "if only I won this game, .... I don't know." I shrugged but I had a few ideas.

"I gotta go." I smiled and grabbed my groceries and left.

I raced home and called Grace.

"Did you see it?" I questioned sternly.

"See what?"

"Justin's Instagram." I said.

"No, why?" She said.

I glanced at the clock. It was 4:00! I had to get dressed before Justin showed up! I was in my pajamas all day and yes, I went out in public like that.

"Hang on Grace! I'll call you back in twenty minutes I have to get dressed!" I quickly hung up the phone and darted to my closet. I picked out a grey muscle tee with Jean shorts and black flip-flops.Yea it's basic but I don't have time and I know I like Justin but I'm not gunna change myself for him. I wanna impress him but I can do that without being half-naked all the time... like Delilah. Besides, I don't know which Justin is going to show up today. If he's going to be a jerk I will show him the door. He better not test me.

I hopped in the shower quick, shaved my legs. I dried off and let my hair fall down my back and brushed it through then put on mascara and foundation.

I ran back into my bedroom and picked up the phone to call Grace.

"Hey I'm back." I breathed and flopped on my bed.

"Hey so what were we talking about before?" She asked.

"Oh yea, so Justin posted a picture of me and him when we were younger. I don't know what to think of it. Omg should I reply?" I bit my lip.

"Hang on I'm pulling it up.... Awe that's so cute! If you reply what would you say?"

"I don't know! It's not like we are friends anymore. And I don't get it! He posted it after the game but after the game he hooked up with her didn't he?" I rolled my eyes.

"Maybe he's trying." She stated.

"Grace! We are talking about Justin Bieber! When was the last time he had to try for anything, everything is handed to him. He has Delilah for benefits, Steve the school d-bag and every other kid in the school. I-I am the weirdo of the school basically. 'How could she have been friends with him?!' 'How did she let him go' that's what everyone says constantly and frankly now I think how can I have kept him. Grace, he's an asshole now, did you hear what happened at detention the other day?! And Nathan won't even look at me." I spat suddenly filled with anger.

"Yea but you like him, there is a thin line between love and hate I guess. plus people make mistakes, forgive once in. while. You have had the biggest crush on him forever girl!" She chuckled.

"It doesn't matter, he'd never-"

"I'd never what?"

"AHHHH JUSTIN!" I screamed falling off my bed like a clutz.

"How long have you been standing here?!" I screamed clutching my phone against my chest. I was breathing hard scared for my life.

"Long enough to know how much you hate me." He said and looked down.

"Sorry." I said and swallowed.

"No Hannah, I don't get you. Don't get you at all. But before you say one more thing... I wanted to take you on tour, you had school." He said quietly.

"Ha, that's funny you hated me right before you left." I chuckled.

"Because if I told you how I really felt it was gunna be hard to leave." He shrugged it off but I knew it was really hard for him to say that.

"Hey, it's okay I don't care anymore." I said wanting to change the subject.

"I know you do, you cared to whoever you were talking to." He said.

"Justin, people change." I said frustrated.

"You're right, people do. Do the stupid diagram on your own. You're so blind, you knew I didn't want to come here to build a stupid science project." he rolled his eyes.

"Wait, what was with that picture anyway? The one you posted?" I said getting closer to his face in a pissed off mood.

"Nothing, Delilah said we were cute and I should post it." He rolled his eyes.

"That's bullshit, don't lie to me." I said.

"Maybe I don't want to tell you." He smirked.

"don't I deserve the truth?" I growled.

"You do, but not from me."

"Hey guys! I made some cookies." My mom coughed out. She's always sick now and it sucks.

"Thanks mom, but I think he was just leaving." I tried to sound calm but it wasn't working.

"Hi Mrs. Gruzzio." Justin waved quietly.

"Oh, well I'll just leave these here for whenever." She said and cleared her throat.

"She seems like she lost a lot of weight." Justin muttered.

"Yea she's sick all of the time." I said.

"Uh well I'm gunna go." He said grabbing his backpack.

"Why did you want come here then, to be an ass?" I said.

"No, I just wanted too." He sighed and walked out of the door.

I sighed and went to my drawer to find some paper and glue to make the model. I felt arms wrap from behind me quickly. He squeezed me tightly.

"Bye Han." He said kissed my cheek and ran out. I tried to hide my chills but wasn't doing a good job.

I swear Justin is bipolar.

@Justinbieber um is there something you should tell me?

I dm'ed him so he'd see my message faster.

@HannahGruzzio oh yeeaa idk you hate me

He replied pretty quickly

@justinbieber you hugged me and kissed me after storming out angrily wtf

@hannahgruzzio I'm a teen with hormones?

@justinbieber true ... but your lying

@hannahgruzzio I have too, you hate me

Ugh I growled and threw my phone across my bedroom. but after I went to check and see if it was okay, but I was still super frustrated! I don't hate him! I like him! But I hate him sometimes but I like him a lot! Ugh I hate myself! Why won't he tell me?!! I have liked him for four years when he was on tour!