I Will Always Find You

He's Here

I got to school thinking I'd be so nervous and keep a stupid cheesy smile on my face because I'd get to see my old best friend again. That was exactly the opposite of how I was feeling now. I was rigid when I was fighting my way through screaming sophomores and freshman wanting to get a look at Justin's first footsteps in the school. I just wanted to get as far away as possible.

"Hey today's the big day." Vivi said to me. I shot her a quizzical look.

"What?!"

"The math test today! I studied all night." she said and nudged my arm knowing she caught me.

"Oh yea right. Better get to math." I forced a laugh and was about to high-tail it to the classroom when the foyer erupted in screams and flashes. I guess the 'new kid' is here.

"Or wait, Hannah do you wanna stay." She asked realizing I was staring at the commotion.

I shook my head, as soon as I saw his face staring the opposite direction I didn't feel so good. I had to get away, pronto. To math it is!

I opened the algebra 2 trig door and sat in my favorite seat, the back corner. Vivi sat two seats diagonal in front of me.

No one understands the feeling of having your best friend ditch you for the popular kids right after telling you he's going to travel the world. And no one understands watching that kid rule the world and become the worlds biggest teen heartthrob. Of course I fell for him too during all of that. But that was when he wasn't around. I fell for the star not the boy who I told everything and spent all of my time with until I wasn't good enough and he had to find better friends.

"Hey, you sure you're okay? You don't look it." My classmate Nathan, said to me. He always tries to talk to me and I am not really always in the mood to talk.

"Yea, fine." I nodded him off, but he kept staring. He always does this and it's so annoying, I don't think he knows how to end a conversation.

"I'm still go-" I managed to say before I was cut off by Mrs. Spitz barging into the room.

"Hello boys and girls! As you may have heard, The infamous Justin Bieber will be joining us for a while. Lucky you guys he will be in your class today! Some of you may have even know him personally if you went to the same elementary school and middle school." She said in an overly peppy voice.

I looked around and realized I was the only one from the same schools as him in this class.

"So Justin come on out, dear! Recognize any of these friendly faces." She said with her arm making a grand jester.

Justin looked around smiling, I'm not sure if he ever looked at me because my face was shoved in my notebook.

"Of course, how could I forget?" He smiled generically and took a seat in the back next to Nathan.

The teacher started teaching while the rest of us zoned out.

Justin said that he remembered me and how could he forget me? But it had to have been subjective, it's like another, smile-and-wave pose that didn't mean anything. It never means anything.

Justin started whispering to Nathan and they were having a pretty detailed conversation it seemed. The odd thing was the teacher just taught over it like he was exempt from the class and could do whatever he wanted.

Nathan and Justin's convo seemed to have quieted down but then a note landed on my desk.

[hey Hannah, nice to see you again~ Justin]

I stared at the paper for a while and looked over at Nathan. He sighed and sent me a separate note.

[sorry, that convo was basically about you. Justin forgot your name and asked me for it, Mrs Spitz is making him say hi to all of his former classmates]

[really? Thanks for the Info, son of a bitch Spitz is so annoying] I said and sent Nathan the note. I could tell Justin was expecting my note by the way he would quickly glance at me 'unnoticeably'. If it was just a stupid homework assignment why would he care?

[hi. Justin Drew Bieber world renown superstar and the Worlds BEST friend ditcher. bravo bud] was what I wrote back and tossed him the note.

I watched him read it quickly and set it down with a little anger.

He scribbled something down and tossed it onto my desk.

[just trying to b nice. don't hold your breath on me coming back to you guys if you're still salty about how I left]

I read and wanted to fucking break my pencil. How come I liked this guy? What the actual fuck.

I saw him watching me for my reaction so when the teacher turned around I flipped him off.

He chuckled and right then the bell rang and I grabbed Vivi and we stormed out of the classroom.

"Ugh I hate math even more now." I rolled my eyes as Nathan and Justin walked past me me.

"Oh, no you don't!" I said grabbing Nathan's arm so he wouldn't walk away. Nathan and I are mutual friends.

"Oh hey." Nathan said trying to be innocent.

"What was that all about? With Justin." I interrogated.

"Nothing! You're the one who flipped him off!" He chuckled.

I rolled my eyes annoyed, "yea well you two had a conversation that was a lot more than just giving him my name."

"Yea, you have girl stuff and we have guy stuff." He said his face getting red.

"We were talking about your ass, Nathan's had a crush on you for like two years! You're fucking blind." Justin came over and put Nathan's hood over his face.

Nathan looked so shocked and embarrassed, he elbowed Justin's gut. He opened his mouth for a second but shut it quickly and ran away after shoving Justin against a locker.

"That was a real dick move Justin." I rolled my eyes.

"But it was the truth! Plus from what I can see he's a good guy. I approve." He shrugged not even caring he probably just ruined me and Nathan's mutual friendship.

"Yea a good guy I can never talk to again." I retorted.

"Why not, you don't like him?" He questioned. He was being an ass about the whole situation might I mention. Like he wanted to stir up trouble.

"Don't you have somewhere to be?"

"Yea, Delilah and Steve are waiting. Just wanted to see my old friends." He said the last part sarcastically.

"Whatever, bye." I said and turned around to my locker.

Ugh, I knew he would hang out with them again, he's changed and will never be my friend again.

If he wasn't so damn attractive.