Thirty nine❦

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"It feels so good to tell someone"

He's not coming back... I feel like he's not coming back.

He left yesterday after dropping me home and never came back.

I know he was mad, he probably still is, but why can't he call to let me know he's not going to be back soon? It's now noon, and I'm headed back home from school. I gave my assignment back to mister Gunny this morning, and he made sure to tell me it was awful.

I'm failing his class, like most of my classes actually.

My life's falling apart slowly, and I don't know what to do... Should I give up on my dreams and go back to Orlando? Maybe i'm not meant to be a producer after all... Maybe I should be a lawyer or something.

It's crazy how Harry leaving made me question my whole life.

I wonder if he's actually coming back...

"Hey Brad" I greet Brad as I enter the lobby of my building.

"Oh, er Hi Selena, I didn't think I'd see you here today" He seems surprised....

"Well, I live here remember?" I remark sarcastically and he laughs nervously.

"Em, sorry but Harry made sure to let me know you don't anymore" What?!

"What are you talking about?" I ask, eyes wide

"He came here this morning and moved all of your stuffs-"

"Where?!" I ask, not letting him finish his sentence

"To your new house I guess, I didn't ask. I mean, I thought you knew, for sure" He seems worried now. I'm probably scaring him with my wide angry eyes right now.

"Shit" I mutter "How could he do that! He can't just do this without telling me!" I pace in front of Brad's desk before he interrupts me

"Selena he ordered me to call you a taxi. I'm not sure what to do now"

"No, do just that. I'm going to sleep at a friend's" I say and he nods.

-

"Thank you so much for letting me stay the night" I say

"No worries love, I missed you these days" Cara remarks as we sit on her couch, in her small living room.

"Me too, a lot happened, you have no idea" I laugh nervously before talking to her about what happened with my sister, and Harry. "It feels so good to tell someone" I sigh

"I'm always here if you need me you know" She smiles at me.

"Thank you Cara, you're awesome"

Harry made sure to call me at least fifteen times since this afternoon.

I'm not ready to answer him... I don't even want to text him. I can't believe what he did.

"You need to throw that shit away" Cara laughs, referring to my phone  sarcasm full in her voice, but I take what she says very seriously.

"You know what? You're right."
I involuntary read a text message from Harry while i'm about to shut my phone down, and tears stuck in my eyes...

Hazz Bazz:
I fucked up. I know that. But please don't leave me, you've everything i have left. I love you, I swear I do.

*bzz* another text,

Hazz Bazz:
I'm so mad at myself babe, i can't sleep, i can't eat.

*bzz*

Hazz Bazz:
I'll make it up to you, one day.
Love you, always.

And with that, I turn my phone off and throw it in the bin.

A/N :

GUYS IMPORTANT INFO :

I feel like I could finish this book very soon, like in a few chapters..

I don't know really, just let me know what you want and I'll try my best to do it ;)

LOT OF LOVE !

-Elie xx

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