"Even if it isn't easy everyday, we can always find a way"
While I'm helping my mom cook, I start to think about what I was about to tell Harry.
What did I wanted to say? That I feel like I'm not enough for him? That he needs better? Or even worse, that he could go and satisfy his needs with other girls? What the hell is wrong with me?!
I love him so much, and I'm afraid I'm starting to put his needs and feelings before mine so much I don't care about my owns.
I can't be insecure anymore. He loves me, and I know it. After everything we've been through, I can't be blind enough to not see his love. Maybe one day he'll leave me, everything is possible, but until then, I want to enjoy every moment.
"So what are your plans for the week-end?" Mom asks, putting me out of my thoughts
"I thought I'll show Harry around, to the places I love. The hold library, the vinyl music shop, and maybe we could go to Disney World" I smile at the thought of Harry and I in Disney. I used to go there all the time with my, well, 'friends'. Just by thinking of them my smile is replaced with a frown.
"Why the sudden change of mood honey bear?"
"I was thinking about high school, and you know, my.. friends I hesitate to say"
"Oh." My mom says in understanding "Abby and Clayton asked about you when you left. Wondered why you didn't stay in Orlando and go to college here, like them."
"I don't really want to talk about it mom" I shake my head and turn my back to my mother, cleaning the few dishes left in the sink.
"Alright baby girl. Just know that, If you want to talk about it, I'll be here to hear you" My mom says with her sweet south accent that grew to be so comforting. My mom was born in the South, while my dad is actually Mexican. He grew up in Texas though, and when they got me, they both moved here in Orlando. My childhood was very basic, nothing crazy happened, but I've always been a dreamer, and that, my 'friends' didn't like it.
"Did you tell Harry what happened?"
"No" I answered, annoyed to hear her pushing the subject
"He never asked why you wanted to move to New York? I thou-"
"I told him the truth. That I went there to pursue my dream to work in the film making industry. That's all there is to know mom." I snap harshly and seeing the hurt look on my mother's face, I regret my words.
"I'm heading to the store. Need anything?" My dad asks, coming in the kitchen and I take that as my clue to leave the room.
"Hey babe" Harry greets me while storing our clothes in the wardrobe. "I was emptying our bags" He smiles
"You're too awesome to be real" I say happily while I jump to lay on my teenage bedroom's bed.
"Is that so?" He asks, winking my way and I chuckle. "What's with all the band posters though?" Harry asks again, staring at my poster-full wall.
"I love bands. Kinda obsessed" I smile
"I didn't know that" he states
"Well now you do. So hurry your ass up and get me concert tickets" I say before bursting into laugher. "I'm serious though" I wink
"Right. Who's that?" He points to a poster
"All Time low, my favourite. And this is Blink-182 and FTSK"
"Wow, you were quite the punk style,weren't you" He laughs and I roll my eyes.
"It's just music idiot. And I love them so don't make fun of my relationship with bands please." we both start laughing.
After a while I decided it was time to shower and get ready for thanksgiving dinner. I put on a little black dress, with my vans and a small jacket since it was a little chilly tonight. I come back in the room to see Harry fully dressed.
"Wow. You look stunning babe" He says, looking at me up and down grinning.
"Thanks" I smile walking over to stand in front of him, and he wastes no time wrapping his arms around my waist. I tangle my fingers in his hair and sigh in satisfaction. "I wish life was easy like this everyday" I say as Harry rests his forehead on mine
"Even if it isn't easy everyday, we can always find a way" He states before slowly putting his lips on mine. I open my mouth, deepening the kiss and Harry pulls away earning a groan from me. "If you keep this up, looking like this I'm afraid we'll have to cancel that family dinner baby" he says and I grin kissing him one last time.
"Sorry babe" I answer knowing he loves it when I call him like that.
With one last kiss on my cheek Harry turns around and grab his phone "let's hit that dinner, I'm starving"
"So, Harry, how do you like Orlando yet?" Mary asks. She's trying her best to act as nice as she can, in order to apologise for what she did in New York.
"Well, I haven't seen much of it yet but from what I've heard," He says looking at me "It's quite amazing" we both smile. I remember the nights we've had in New York in my aunt's apartment, talking about my life in Orlando, during multiple '3 questions' games.
"Are you planing on going out after dinner?" My dad asks suddenly and I look at my mom for help, afraid he'll say something hurtful that'll ruin the mood.
"I don't think so Dad, why asking?" I answer
"I got a little surprise for you baby doll" He answers to my surprise and I smile
"Really? What is it?" I open my eyes widely in anticipation, knowing my dad never could keep a secret from me.
"Well, Mary, your mom, and I are going out to the park for ice cream and walk after dinner, so, I invited some of your old high school friends over so you could have fun together here" My dad smiles happily, not knowing what he just did.
I look at my mom for help once again and find her surprised apologetic look. My dad doesn't know.
He doesn't know what these people did to me. I can't blame him, he thought I'll be happy about it...
"Maybe it's better for everyone if Harry and Selly came with us to the park, they could enjoy some time out of the house" My mom suggests and I silently thank her.
"Yeah, I'll see friends later, It's not-"
"No, that's totally out of question." Dad cuts me off "I already called them all, it'll be impolite to cancel. Besides, you can have plenty of time with us. And I'm sure Harry would love to meet your old friends"
"Yeah it could be fun" Harry smiles at me and then frown, seeing my panicked face. "Babe?" He whispers squeezing my thigh underneath the table.
"I" I sigh "I guess, yeah" Crap shit crap.
What have I put myself into....
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Foreign Love || Harry Styles AU {completed}
Fanfic"I never understood what love was really like, but I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes" ❧ Foreign City, Foreign Boy, Foreign Feelings That's what she's about to discover ❧ This feeling is foreign to her because she ne...
