Foreign Love || Harry Styles AU {completed}

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"humans are the most imperfect creatures, yet we tend to find perfection in the ones we love."

"Oh er, hey there Selena, it's been a while" Rachel stands at the door, offering me a smile that I gladly return.

"Hey Rachel, nice to see you again. Come on in" I invite the petite girl in.

"Rach" Clayton says, acknowledging her presence.

"Clay" She answers back. "So, er, I'm really sorry but I lost tracks of Harry" She looks at me apologetically. "He was very drunk when I left him to answer your call, and by the time I was back, he had left. I thought he'd be here honestly"

"He was, but he left. It's okay, thanks for trying though" I attempt a small smile, but I'm reminded of him. It's crazy. Everytime i think about him, I feel a weird feeling in my stomach, not the usual butterflies, but something more. Something I've never felt before. It feels like fear and confusion but also craving. I'm craving him. I want him close to me, even when I'm mad at him.

"Oh so he was here! I figured since he kept talking about you" She chuckles

"He did? What did he say?" I ask, eager to know what is it he was talking about.

"He was rambling about how much he loved you, how much he messed up, he even cried. Saying he needed you and needed to make up to you. I guessed he cheated? I'm sorry. He really seem like a nice guy, and he's very fond of you Selena"

oh. wow. I wasn't expecting that. I was expecting him to be angry at me, like he was when he got here.

"No he didn't cheat on me, he- It's complicated really..."

Why am I mad at him?

Because I don't like what he did years ago? Because I thought he had changed and realised he didn't so much?

I'm so confused right now. I don't know what to think or feel.

"To sum up, she discovered something bad about his past" Clayton clarify and Rachel nods, smiling at him.

"Oh, I see. Is by any chance my sister involved in all this?" She asked frowning.

"She's the one who told Selena" Clay answers for me. Rachel looks at him and sighs. She must be used to her sister's behaviour now.

"Well you probably don't care about my opinion but, I think you shouldn't held his past against him. Trust the man he is today, the man I assume you love, not the man he was. I believe you didn't know that man. And I've only been with him for a few hours, but I really feel like he's a good guy. And man he's hooked on you like crazy!" She laughs a little.

"Thank you. For everything, i really appreciate it" I smile at my old friend.

"No worries. Glad I could-almost- help" She chuckles.

There's an awkward silence between the three of us, just standing here but Clay decides to break it.

"So Rach what were you up to tonight?" Clayton asks, he seems really interested in what she was doing. I can't help but notice how Rachel's eyes sparkled when she looked into his eyes. I guess she has a little crush on him. I feel bad because he was about to tell me he had a crush on a girl right before Rachel came.

"Well, same ol' same ol'. Just hanging around. You should come with me sometimes" Her southern accent is very present, even more than when we were younger.

When we were younger.. Everything seemed so much better. My life was planned out, everything was under control. But things took an unexpected turn. I guess someone up there had a different plan for my future.

And I can't lie, I'm glad they do. Whoever's looking out for me, God, my lucky star or whatever, they put me in Harry's pace. They made me meet him and fall for him.

And I can't regret that. I'll never regret that.

So I guess I found my answer. No I don't regret our love. How could I regret it? It was so foreign to me yet I drowned head first in the madness that is our love.

"Selena are you sure you don't want me to look for Harry again? I can tell you're worried." Rachel put me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, no i'm fine don't worry, he'll come back eventually." Yeah, I'm just scared because he tend to do things on an impulse. Things he usually regrets.

"Well I guess we should go then, try to sleep ok?" Clay says, hugging me goodnight.

When they both leave, I'm left in my empty house.

I grew up here. I was so happy to share with Harry all of my memories, but he never shared his with me. Not happy ones at least.

I look at the pictures on the wall and smile. There's a picture of me and my sister, we were dressed as ballerinas for halloween and I remember I used to say we weren't regular ballerinas, we were badass ballerinas and people should be very scared of us.

I find myself wanting to see pictures of Harry when he was little. I imagine a little boy with curly hair and big green eyes, with a big dimpled smile on his cute face. His cute and perfect little face.

This face I love so much. His face that fits his mind so much. It's beautiful, yet soulful. His look is intense, full of emotions. He is impassioned, and I love that about him. I love everything about him.

It's funny how humans are the most imperfect creatures, yet we tend to find perfection in the ones we love.

And in my eyes, Harry Styles is the most perfect human being.

Harry's POV :

She hurts me.

I hurt her.

It's almost a game between us. A game that needs to stop. Distance made us closer, but now, I don't know what i should do to make it all feel better..

Seeing her in his arms, sleeping so peacefully made my mind wander to very dark places. I saw red, and acted before thinking.

But I have to show her i changed. That she was right about me since the beginning. That she's the only one who really knows me. The real me. Not the bastard I used to be.

I need to stop being a boy and run away from my problems. I learned that before. I need to man up, and take my responsibilities.

I need to find Ava.

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