"The past events of our lives left a huge mark on her."
6 months later,
Thanksgiving day
Oh my god, I'm so excited to see my parents again! It's been the best six months of my life, and I can't wait to tell my mom all about it.
Harry and I traveled non-stop since the summer. We went to Europe, Australia, Asia, Africa, South America, and now we're back in the US to spend thanksgiving with my parents in Orlando.
Everything was perfect. Harry had chosen the best hotels, not that we spend a lot of time in the hotels anyways, we visited everything with our camera in hand like real tourists that we were. And I loved every second of it.
But one thing was still disturbing, I couldn't let Harry touch me anymore. I mean yes, we did touch, a lot, but I couldn't have sex with him. Every time we were making out and even more, he would be ready to put a condom on, and I would stop him.
Something changed since my first (and last) time. I was scared.
I love Harry, don't get me wrong, and I do want him in every way, but I can't. It's like I'm blocked. Harry noticed, and we talked about it, he said he understood but I'm sure it's not enough for him. He's a man after all, he has... needs. And my hands and mouth alone can't satisfy all his sexual needs.. right?
"I can hear you overthinking everything from here" Harry says teasingly while we're seated in the taxi.
"Sorry" I chuckle and he takes my hand and squeezes it. "I'm happy to see my parents that's all" I smile
"And your sister, for sure" He teases, smirking and I frown playfully at him.
My sister called to apologise for her behaviour after my parents told her I was pregnant and had lost the baby. She said she was jealous of what I have with Harry, and my life in New York, and that she was sorry for my loss. My parents found out about her little trip to Australia with her boyfriend, and everything was very tense between them now. But from what I've heard, the guy visited my parents every now and then to apologise and let them know how much he loves Mary.
The car came to an alt, and Harry carried our bags to the front door of the house I've spent my whole life in.
"Welcome home baby doll!" Dad came out first, hugging me and greeting Harry, followed by my mom who hugged us both. I'm glad we got in good terms. My parents learned to like Harry, and it's very important to me. At least for as long as Harry still wants me.
Harry's POV
These past six months have been awesome. I loved every minute spent with Selena. I loved how her eyes sparkled every time we visited a new monument. She was excited and that made me happy. She was insecure about coming back in the USA, so I decided to call her parents and told them we will be in Orlando for thanksgiving. Maybe she wasn't ready to see New York yet.
I admit I'm quite insecure myself about going back home in New York. I know how this city holds a lot of bad memories for her. But damn if I don't love this city. I met her there, and my life changed forever. Our little trip may have cleared her mind, and maybe now she's ready to come home, with me.
The past events of our lives left a huge mark on her. She didn't want to have sex with me anymore. She seemed scared. I won't complain that much, because she let me pleasure her, and goddammit she did pleasure me. But I wanted to be inside her. Now that I had a taste, I wanted it again. I loved making her come with my mouth, and fingers, while I whispered dirty things in her ear, but I wanted more of her. And I was determinate to wait until she gave it to me willingly.
"You know what I'm thankful for?" I whisper in Sel's ear from behind, wrapping my hands around her waist while she stares at hold family photos on the wall.
"For being free of any police drama?" She answers, referring to my previous arrests and accusations of murder.
"That, but most of all, I am thankful for one person in particular" I say as I kiss her neck softly "One person who changed my life, and made me the happiest man on earth" She turns around at my words and I can see indecision in her eyes... She is surprised, almost like she doesn't believe I'm talking about her. "Why the frown babe?"
"I- I don't know, I-" She sighed "I love you Harry" She says and I smile kissing her on the lips.
"I love you so much more, don't ever doubt it" I say, cupping her cheeks and kissing her nose sweetly. "Okay?"
"Yeah, but it's just that.. With everything that happened, I mean, I kinda feel like-"
"Selena? Sweetie can you come and help me with the turkey?" Her mom cuts her off. Dammit I wanted to know what was bothering her!
"Later" She said kissing me one last time on the lips before heading back to the kitchen.
'With everything that happened' That sounded like an excuse for something bad. Her words echoed in my head. I'm starting to get anxious because, those words...
They sounded like the start of a break up..
A/N:
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