Forty seven❦

2K 77 17
                                    

"My whole world was crashing around"


I missed having fun like that. 

Dancing, singing, being carefree. I almost drank but Harry was here to remind me I couldn't. 

He should though. I know he's stressed, he could use a little drink to loosen up. 

"Harry c'mon, If I can't drink it doesn't mean that you can't. Have a little fun" I smile at him. 

"I don't know, I guess you're right, I'm going to order something to drink. Want a coke or something?" He answers, getting up from our booth at the club. 

"I'd like a cocktail without alcohol, surprise me" I wink and he chuckles muttering a 'sure'.  

We went on like this every week-end. Going out, having fun and then coming back home to the penthouse to sleep in the same bed. Then I'm waking up sometimes to an empty bed, while Harry was at work. 

We fell into a routine so fast, we're almost like a married couple... Harry is now working on placing his money and investigating into actions or whatever, I never understood when he talked about his activities. 

I just hope that this routine doesn't get too old for both of us, this won't end up good for our relationship. 

But my doctor appointment this morning assured me that this routine had to change. I'm a few months in my pregnancy now, I can see my tummy growing each day, and the doctor made sure to warn me that I need rest, and I can't go out that much. I need to stay home as much as possible, take care of my physical and mental health. And when the doctor said that, it reminded me of something... 

I still haven't told my parents about anything yet... 

Telling them is surely going to be stressful. I will do it though. I have to. I will call my mom, and tell her everything that happened. I can do this. 


Harry's POV 

It's been two weeks since Selena's appointment to the doctor. Two weeks since we've last went out to party like carefree kids, that we are, actually, that we should be.

We're young, in our twenties, we should be partying every night of the week, but we can't. Life gave us responsibilities earlier than planned, and we have to be responsible. We will be. 

Well I thought we had to be. I thought everything that happened was happening for a reason. I thought this baby was a gift from above to tell us we couldn't stay apart, and need to be together. It was a way of keeping us united forever. As parents. Young, but still parents. A way of saying I couldn't panic, and needed to stay strong for my woman and my baby.

But that day, when I went home and saw Selena curled up on the toilet ground, crying, with blood everywhere, I panicked. For real, I panicked. 

My whole world was crashing around. The ground underneath my feet was crumbling down. I fell down on my knees, and took her frail body in my arms.

We had lost our baby. 

A/N: 

I don't know what to say so here's a sad face :

:( 

BUT HEY THANKS FOR THE FEEDBACK YOU'RE ALL AMAZING READERS ILYSM !

-Elie x

Foreign Love || Harry Styles AU {completed}Where stories live. Discover now