The weekend went by really fast. School was almost over. I didn't want it to be but I did at the same time. I also managed to not talk to Jack all weekend. It was pretty easy since I didn't have my phone.
I got ready in the morning, honestly I wanted to talk to Jack but my emotions about being pissed made me not want to.
As I walked into the school, Mattie came straight up to me. As I've already said Mattie and I never talked before so it was a bit weird.
"You are actually fun" she said smiling
"thank you?" I said like it was a question as she walked away
"you look hot" a random guy said to me as his friends were looking at me like I was naked..
I felt awkward. I never had this much attention from people. I wasn't even over dressed. I had ripped jeans on from my calve to my thigh and a black crop top on that only showed the bottom of my stomach not the whole thing.
"Hey" I heard Caroline voice say as she glanced at my outfit
"You look cute" she said
"thanks" I said putting books into my locker
"Iris" Emily said running to Caroline and I
"Hey em" I said turning to greet and turning back to my locker
"I texted you all weekend you didn't respond" Emily
said
"I lost my phone" I said whining
"Oh my fucking god" Caroline said as her mouth hung open
"I know my mom going to kill me" I said complaining
"no!! holy shit" Caroline grabs my arm and turns me over than places her hand on my head tilting it the away from her.
"Oh my god!" Emily says
As soon as Emily's words speck Jack comes over. Caroline let's go of my face as Jack lips planted on mine.
"I'm sorry for what I said, it's just I didn't want us to come out yet, I promise you there is an us. I just don't want you to get hate that's all" he said as his word went into my veins making me forgive him
"It's okay" I said kissing his cheek
"That's enough, you two had enough this weekend" Emily says
"Yeah, as if giving her a hickey on her stomach and neck wasn't enough" Caroline says grabbing my arm pulling me towards her playfully
"Hickey?" Jack questions
"Yeah, hickey Jack" Emily says
Caroline pulls my hair to one side reveling a purplish reddish hickey. Than she slightly lift my crop top to revel more hickeys that I didn't notice.
I watched as Jack eyes dropped.
He start walking away making Caroline and Emily raise their eyebrows. I let loose from Caroline restrain and ran to Jack.
"Jack please listen to me" I said grabbing his hand
He unleashed it harshly.
"Jack just listen, I can explain"
"Okay, explain" he yells making everyone in the hallway look at us
I looked around the hallways to see everyone's eyes go back to what they were doing
"I swear I was hurt. You said we weren't together, you said it yourself to my face" I said
"So you go sleep with someone?" he said loudly but not shouting
"Jack, no, I don't even know the person please"
"Fuck off" he said walking away as his last words sent chills down my spine.
I felt like crying. I wanted to be with Jack so badly. I made one mistake. Isn't there such things as second chance.
I'm so sick of crying it's like I cry all the time over Jack. He calls our relationship not one than he expects me not to be with someone else. I want a relationship I don't want a flirtation or a sextation.
I continued shedding a couple of tears but I was half way stopping. The days went by slow. As soon as I got home I saw Jack's jeep in my drive way next to my mom car.
you have to be kidding me..
I walked inside to here my mom laughing as Jack was sitting next to her.
"What the fuck are you doing here" I basically screamed
"Iris Leah Ryder watch your mouth" my mom says aggressively.
"Why are you here" I completely ignored her talking to Jack.
"Iris, I'm sorry" he says getting up walking to me
I place my eyes on my mom who was looking at the table not trying to pay attention to us.
"Iris" he says making me focus my attention to him.
"I love you" his words sent a vibration through my veins.
"I love you so much Jack" I said placing my lips on his not caring what my mom would say.
"So why did you guys get in this argument" my mom asked as if she already knew
"Nothing" Jack says
"No Jack you don't have to-" I cut myself off thinking for a second "I slept with someone after Mattie party" I said
"Mattie's party?" my mom asked raising her eyebrow
shit.. I told her I was just going to Mattie house.
"It's okay, she was drunk she didn't know what she was doing" Jack said trying to help but just making things worst
"Drunk!" my mom repeated but in a harsh tone
"Leah!" my mom screams my middle name
"Yes.." I close my eyes trying to signal Jack to stop
"Can you and I have a talk" she said making me nervous
I grabbed Jacks hand pulling him with me but I knew Jack wouldn't come he respected my mom. He let go of my hand as I followed my mom into a room.
"What are you think, drugs? Sex? Parties, who are you!!" she said yelling like she's talking to China
"Mom, it was just a small party, I didn't tell you because I wanted to drink just a little-"
"Drink alittle? You had sex with another boy while
dating Jack!!" she said yelling at me and cutting me
off
"Mom, calm down Jack and I are fine now" I said
"No, I don't care how you two are! You're seventeen doing drugs and drinking, having sex! who did I raise" she says thinking its all her fault
"Mom, I'm just being a teenager" I said trying to make her rethink
"Get out of my face" she says, looking disappointed.
I walked out getting annoyed with her.
I spent the rest of the night watching reply movies with Jack, my mom was still pretty pissed, she went to bed early. I fell asleep in Jacks arms. I loved being with Jack no matter how much I hated our difference I love being with him.
