We disconnected as I grabbed his hand and ran up the stairs. I wasn't thinking about what was going to happen. I just wanted it all so fast.
He pressed his body up to mine at the top of the stair well. His kisses felt like water pouring out to stop a fire.
"Jump" he whispered in my ear sending chills down my spine.
I raised my eyebrows not knowing if he was serious of not.
"I said jump" he said sounding more demanding making me want to jump into a river
I jumped feeling his hand grip my thigh. He was holding me.
He hit me up to the wall banging me but not into me. It hurt really bad but the pain didn't matter to me as much as it would have if I done it myself. He kissed me harder making me want to scream.
He moved down to my neck, I felt his grin as he would suck on some parts of my neck. I pretty sure I'm going to have a hickey everywhere.
He sucked on this one part of my neck, making a moan sound come out of my mouth. I cover my mouth thinking what did I just do.
"I guess I found you sweet spot" he said stopping to look at me than going back to the spot where he was just at
oh my god.. I hate this feeling.. It's the best feeling but I can't help but want to die. It makes me feel so weak. When he sucks on that part of my neck it makes me like feel like my body had just collapsed
He pulled my body off of the wall and carried it to an empty room.
"Get out" he said to the people who were making out on the bed
Surprisingly they got out. He threw my body onto the bed. I watched as he took his shirt off reveling his nice toned abs.
He watched as I was watching, he jumped down onto the bed watching me.
His rough kisses made me get chills everywhere.
"I want to rip every piece of cloth off of your body and bang you again the wall while I kiss every inch of you body" he said
My body started heating up at his words. I finally realized what I was doing.. I'm a virgin.. He can't--
But I really want this.. I feel like I'm the last person in my grade to be a virgin, but this is what I want right now.
I felt his body move against mine making me go crazy
"Jack" I said trying to make him look up at me
"yes baby" he said stopping to get up and kiss me
"We can't" I said looking at him with innocents
"yes we can, I need you"
"no Jack listen.. we hate each other" I said sternly
"I don't hate you" he said making my frustration in my face fade away
"You're drunk" I said putting my hands on his cheek.
"If I was sober I would do the same" he said trying to change my thought
"than we will when you're sober" I said convincing him that we couldn't
"Can we go home?" he asked
home? what's home to him?
"Yes" is all I said.
I called Johnson to tell him that I was going to his house with Gilinsky and he told me to go through the window and make Gilinsky sleep in his room. I told him he was drunk and he said to stay with him until he fell asleep.
