Melanie's POV
Eventually I had to return to school, my parents let me stay until it was about four in the morning, and than Mr. Joseph drove me home.
I love Tyler. He is my best friend, and never have I ever thought I would be the one to find him dying in a pool of his own blood on the floor, or being tranquilized because he began to have another psychotic break. Never have I ever wanted to see my friend tied down onto a hospital bed.
What if I can't go back, I think I'll puke if I do. It's just a lot to take in.
Yes I've known he's schizophrenic but it wasn't like "manic", it was more depressive. He was so gloomy all the time, but when he was around me it's like it all just went away for a bit. Not that I'm a miracle healer or anything, but just being around each other makes both of us happy. It's natural.
So I force myself to get up, and I throw on some black leggings and a baggy baby blue sweatshirt. Barely putting in the effort to tying my hair up into a (extremely) messy bun, I head out the door in a tornado of sadness. It doesn't matter if I look good or not, the only one I want to look for is Tyler and he's not there so.
My house is only a block and a half away from school so, I trudge down the sidewalk, staring at my feet. There is no way I'll get anything done today. It's Tuesday, I missed the first day of school, my best friends in the hospital. The only use of my time that will even be remotely productive is when I doodle all over my math notebook.
"Hey! Aren't you Tyler's friend?"
Kids are still depressed ,
when you dress them up ,
Syrup is still syrup in a sippy cup.
(( Sippy Cup ~ Melanie Martinez ))
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What if I randomly threw in Dan and Phil? I have a feeling this is going to be one of those fanfictions where there are random af cameos.
Oh and side note if there is any spelling or grammatical errors please show me cause that bothers me too.
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Fanfiction~Loneliness draws me in, and you reeked of it.~ Tyler meets Josh at a grocery store, and when he looks him up online, he finds out that Josh had just gotten out of juvie. Plus, when Tyler has a mental breakdown in the middle of the night and has to...
