March 29th 2:45 pm

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~secrets P.o.v~
So people in high school found out who I'm dating and it's weird cause they are in high school. Today was hell my stomach hurts from the fresh cuts I did last night. People ask me why I did them but I don't really know why I did them but I did have a reason to last night but I don't exactly remember I cut my leg my stomach and my arm also I cut straight down on my arm but it's not very long or very deep. I need to be carful taking showers now and shit if my mom finds out I'm going to pine rest and it will suck dick.

I told a lot of my "friends" and just got pissed at me and stormed off. Lunch sucked I don't eat it's because I don't like to I'm basically starving myself to be thin. I got threatened last night by Markus I ended up crying it's fine I guess it's life. I got hit in my cuts a lot and by far the worse ones that hurt are my stomach ones. I don't get life. I never will.

It happened again today I ended up on his lap on the bus it was nice and comfortable I think I might attracted to him.

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