~secret p.o.v~
Hes still gone and I'm pretty sure it's for food I guess I'll have to move on with my life. I can't cut I'm already on the verge of going to pine rest if I cut one more time that's it for me and off to pine rest I go. Like honestly I'm pretty sure no one in my whole school will think I'll be in pine rest. I'm the pretty little nerd basiclly and it will always be that way sure a lot of people know me I'm just not popular I talk to some popular kids but it doesn't really mean anything to me. I feel like an out cast at my school. Everyone thinks I'm happy when I'm really not it makes no sense to me.
I wanna be happy, being depressed is harder than you think all you wanna do is sleep and cry and it takes a lot out of you. I'm not like normal kids I'm skinny but always think I'm fat, I'm friends with people older than me. Cause I think I'm fat I work out to get a flat stomach when I already have one pretty much. Life harder being depressed
2:09
I'm just getting back from a family brunch it was fun to see my cousins again and climb into the river pipe I sang my heart out when I was alone on the tubes I hate singing in front to other people so I sing when I'm along and I feel great and confident when I do maybe I'll do a solo once in a while... Haha jk I never will just Because I'm to chicken for it plus I think I suck at singing, although everyone says I'm really good maybe they say it just to make me feel better and more confident about my singing
[yours sincerely secret xo]
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diary of me.
Fiksi Remajaim enjoying life every bit of it. im over my depression and i stopped cutting i made a promise and i plan on keeping it.
