I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

I Love Him

Flashback
1 Year Ago..

Mamma aap meri bt to sune na- I said while going behind her..
Mjhe kxh nhi sunna he Ajwa, mene kaha na wo mjhe nhi pxnd- She said angrily cuz I was disturbing her from last 2 hrs..
Mamma wo axha lrka he me janti hun- I said convincing her..
Ajwa tmh... She was in the middle when papa came..
Kya ho rha he kis bt ka shor he?? He asked luking at mamma nd I took that moment as an opportunity..
Papa aap mile hen na usse? Aap ko bura lga kya wo? I asked going closer to him.. Nhi q? He asked nd I loked at mamma..
Mamma keh rhi hen unko axha nhi lga- I made an innocent face nd papa smiled..
Koi bt nhi meri beti ko to pxnd he na, bs bht he mere liye itna- he said side hugging me nd I felt tears in my eyes..

My papa is soo close to my heart.. He is the best dad in the world.. He always supports me in everything no matter what nd the same thing my brother does .. But in this matter he is not with me .. He thinks the same about him as mamma thinks but I can make him agree easily..

In Evening..

I was sitting in my room when mamma came nd closed the door.. She sat in front of me nd looked at me with soo mxh love that I can't describe..
Tmne thk se soxh lia he? She asked holding my hand..
Kis baare me? I asked cuz I didn't get her..
Tmhe sxh me pxnd he wo? She kept asking questions..
I luv him mamma- I replied luking straight into her eyes..
Are U sure? She asked again nd I replied 110% sure..

Beta meri ek bt hmesha yd rkhna.. She took a pause nd said aurat ki sb se bari zimedari ghr basana hota he.. Agr wo ye na kr paye to uski is maashre me koi izzat nhi rehti.. Kbhi koi aisi bt mt krna jisse aage pchtana pare.. Bhale mushkil ho pr apni puri koshish krna.. Ek axhi lrki bn k dikhana sb ko.. I was silently listening to her nd was feeling her words when a few tears fell down from her eyes nd I quickly wiped them..
Mamma aap ro q rhi hen?? I asked nd she smiled ..
Jb beti k dur jane ka ehsaas ho na to insan rota hi he.. She said caressing my cheek nd few tears roll down my cheeks as well .. Bs mjhe kbhi shrminda mt krna meri jaan- She said nd I hugged her tightly..

Than my brother came in the room ..
Oho family moment chaling wo bhi mere baghair- he said while making a face nd we both laughed a lil..
Tm bhi ajao - mamma called him closer to her nd hugged both of us..
Beta hmesha ek dusre ka khyal rkhna he tm dono ne- she said moving hands in our hairs.. Kbhi sth mt chorhna apni behn ka- She instructed bhai nd he nodded..
Me kahan ye churail hi nhi choregi mera peecha- he said while pulling back nd I made a face..
Han nhi chorungi dekh lena shadi k bd bhi tmhare ghr hi aa kr rahungi- I said teasing him nd mamma luked at me in horror.. Aise nhi bolte hen beta aap ka ghr hoga aap wahin rahogi Inshallah- She said nd I luked at bhai who was luking at her in confusion as if he too didn't get her nd we both smiled..
Wese soxh lo ek bar phr bd me pchtana nhi- He said luking at me nd I showed him my tongue .. Pchtayenge mere dushman - I said nd stood up..
Mjhe bddua de rhi ho? He asked nd I frowned ... Mene kb bddua di tmhe mere pas or bhi kam hen- I said..
Abhi to di pchtayenge mere dushman-  He said with a teasing smile nd I hhhuuufffdddd..
Acha bsss chalo ab mjhe or bhi kam hen- Mamma said standing up nd left the room.. Bhai too went out of the room nd I lay down in my bed thinking..

Hayeeee M gonna marry him.. M gonna marry my love..
When my phone started ringing..
I checked the caller id nd smiled..

Hey- I said with a smile..
Hi- I said nd I felt him smiling too..
How are U? He asked.. M gud- I replied..
I'hv a news for U.. Mmm a good news- I said all excited to think how will he react..
Yeah go for it- He said..
Any guesses? I asked nd he huuufffddd
C'mon yr Ajwa just tell- He said annoyed.. Ohk ohk M telling- I said..
Mm.. Mene mamma papa se bt krli he or wo maan gye hen- I said in a low tone..
Kis baare me bt? He asked nd I frowned.. Meri shadi k bare me yr- I said nd there was a silence for sometime..
Hello.. Shehryaar .. Are U there? I asked..
Mm..han M here.. Its gud yr congratulations did U tell him? He asked..
Shiiitt.. I didn't tell him yet.. Chalo TTYL bye- I said nd we hung up..

Than I called Azaan nd he was happy to hear this news nd excited for wedding as well...

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