I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

Proposal

Shehryaar? I called his name but no answer recieved.. I got worried about him..
Where did he go?
Shehryaar where are U? I asked but there was no voice except for the waves.. That place was soo silent at that moment.. Nd tears started pooling up in my eyes cuz I was feeling alone there..
There were many peoples who were enjoying the view nd I was standing at my place with tears in my eyes..

I went out nd straight to the parking lot nd saw his car parked there..
It means he is inside..
I again went in nd started luking for him nd I noticed everyone's gaze on me.. I stopped in my tracks nd was badly feeling like crying when someone turned me with a jerk.. Few tears fell down my eye nd I started crying on his chest..

Where were U? I asked nd he patted my head..
Shh shh Ajwa M here.. Y are U crying yr? He said calming me down nd I hiccupped ..
I pulled back nd wiped my tears .. I saw everyone luking at us nd smiling..
Huuhh scene create kr dia stupid Ajwa..
I said to myself .. Shehryaar held my hand nd we started walking..
Where were U? I asked again cuz he didn't answer me that time..
Yahin tha yr.. Kahan jaunga tmhe chorh k- He said smiling nd pulled my hand back..
Wese tm dar q gyi thi? He asked
Me kb dari thi? I asked being unaware ..
Oh plzz madam aap ko yd na ho to bta dun k aap mere gale lg kr ro rhi thi- He said moving in front of me nd I stopped walking..
Zahir he Shehryaar.. Is tarah chorh k jaoge to koi bhi royega- I said .. My mood was totally off that time all bcoz of him..

I turned to walk on the othere side when he held my hand again nd came closer to me ..
Ajwa mjhe kxh kehna he tmse- He said calmly nd my heart started beating faster..
Bolo- I replied nd he sighed..
Mjhe nhi pta kese kahun.. Pr bht zaruri he- He said nd I gulped..
May be I know what U are gonna talk about..
Go ahead Shehryaar- I said to him nd he closed his eyes as encouraging himself..

Ok to Ajwa.. Tm mjhe bht axhi lgti ho.. I mean tm meri frnd ho or frnds axhe hi lgte hen but tm mere liye srf frnd se kxh ziada ho.. I know U are shocked k me kya bol rha hun.. Soo- He took a pause nd knelt down nd my heart was beating so fast as it was about to come out any moment..
Plzz don't do this Shehryaar..

He pulled out a white velvet box from his pocket nd luked at me..
I Luv U Ajwa.. I Luv U from the core of my heart.. Nd this all is not sudden I luv since the start of our frndship.. I always wished to have U as my wife, as my betterhalf .. I tried a lot to tell U about all this but I couldn't cuz U were in love with Azaan..
I never told U this cuz U will never leave Azaan for me nd I too didn't want that to happen..
Ur happiness was my first priority nd still is.. I don't care about ur answer.. I only wanted to express my feelingsfor U in front of the world- He said nd luked at the people staring us than luked at me again..
I Luv U Ajwa nd I will never put U down.. Whether ur answer is positive or not I will always luv U this much..
Marry me Ajwa..

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