Broken

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I spent most of the time crying in my room..
I don't wanted anyone to see my tears.. To see how weak I am.. How broken I am..

I stood up wiping my tears nd went in the balcony of my room.. I luked up at the sky nd started thinking..

Why all this happened to me? Q saza di he Allah paak ne mjhe? Aisi kya ghlti hui mjhse k meri zindagi tabah ho gyi?
I never wanted to end this marriage .. I luved him nd may be I still luv him.. I want him in my life.. I will never forget him.. I cannot.. He was the first love of my life nd will be the last one..

I don't know why he did this to me..
I never disobeyed him.. I never hurt him.. I always cared for him..
But my love nothing meant to him..

I don't know what should I do?
Should I hate him for what he did?
Should I forget him nd move on with life?
Should I start a new life?

But I can't do all this.. My heart has left behind in the past.. M no more alive .. M a living dead body.. Nothing more than this...

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What should Ajwa do?
Nd what will she do?
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