I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

Shocked

Flashback
After a week of wedding..

What has happened to Shehryaar? Why he is not attending my call? Its been 1 week .. I haven't talked to him.. What is wrong? I was thinking all this when Azaan came in the room nd started luking for something.. Kya hua ? Kya chaiye mjhe btao me dhoondti hun.. I said standing but he refused nd said nhi aap tkleef mt kren me khud dhoond lunga.. I again sat down nd started luking at my hands..

Something is wrong with Azaan too.. He is not that Azaan whom I used to love.. He has changed a lot.. Why everyone is behaving like this to me? Did I say something wrong to him? But he is behaving like this from the start of our married life nd its been a week.. He hasn't talked to me normally.. Hr wqt chirha hi rehta he sarhu..

I took my phone nd tried to contact Shehryaar again.. Shehryaar ko kr rhi ho call? He asked still busy in his work nd I luked at him.. Han pta nhi kya hua he wo call receive nhi kr rha- I replied nd he came closer to me..
Or tmhara dil nhi lg rha hoga us ki awaz sunay baghair.. nhi? He said sitting in front of me nd I put the phone down.. Kya mtlb he is bt ka? I frowned nd he laughed sarcastically than stood up.. Chorho smjhdar ko ishara kaafi hota he- he said nd was going when I stopped him standing infront of him..

Tm kehna kya chahte ho Azaan? I asked cuz anger was boiling inside me, I got it what he was trying to say but wanted to listen from his mouth..
As if tmhe smjh nhi ayi meri bt.. He said smiling..

Tm mjhpe shak kr rhe ho? I asked
Nhi g aap kxh bhi krti phiray wo sahi or hm shak bhi na kren- He said nd I was feeling soo angry with him at that time..
Azaan what is wrong with U? Aisa kch hota to me tmse shadi q krti? I asked nd he stared me with straight expressions..
To itni fikr q hoti he tmhe uski? He asked nd I directly luked into his eyes nd said.. Sharam aa rhi he mjhe k tm aisi soxh rkhte ho.. He is my best frnd don't U know.. He is the only frnd I have Azaan- I said nd my eyes started pooling up.. Yeah that's ri8 I don't have frndz except for him.. M all alone.

M sorry Ajwa .. But if U want me in ur life U have to forget him.. I don't want him in ur life.. I don't like him.. Agr phr bhi tm ussr contact krogi to phr zimedar tm khud hogi.. He said nd left the room..

Few tears fell down from my eye nd I wiped it.. Ohk .. So now I have to forget my frndship .. I have to throw him out of my life.. My best frnd.. M sorry Shehryaar but I have to do this.. Cuz axhi lrkia ghr basati hen..
I deleted his number from my phone nd throw it on the bed..

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