I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

Thank GOD

Thank GOD ye wesa kxh nhi tha me bht pareshan ho gyi thi- I said to coming coming out of the hospital nd she luked at me with wide eyes..
Aise nhi kehte hen beta olaad naimat hoti he Allah ki.. Unka soxho jinko naseeb nhi hoti- She said nd I starred her face..

Han mamma pr mera msla alag he.. Mere sth ab azaan nhi he.. Aap bhul rhi hen usne chorh dia he aap ki beti ko kxh mahinay pehle- I said nd felt pain inside me..
Axha kia he chorh dia.. Wo na chorhta to hm churwa dete.. Aisi koi mjburi nhi k hmari beti jahannum me rhe- She said with tears in her eyes..

We reached the parking lot nd were going towards our when my heart started beating fast.. I felt as if something is going to happen.. Something gud or bad I didn't know..

I felt like someone was there.. Someone close to me.. I turned to luk but there was no one.. Mamma kept walking while I stood staright there in deep thoughts. When mamma's voice came in my ears..

Shehryaar- She said with happiness nd I luked at her nd than Shehryaar came nd greeted her.. She luked at me nd indicated me to come there..
I went there nd didn't luk at Shehryaar..
Assalam O Alaikum - He greeted nd I greeted back still not luking at him..

Kahan the tm beta? Mamma asked him nd he replied..
Aunty me apne baba k pas chala gya tha dubai.. Or btana zaruri nhi smjha..
Beta bta kr to jaate hm ktne pareshan the- Mamma said nd he made a sorry face..

Abhi free ho? Chalo ghr hmare sth- Mamma offered her but he refused ..
Nhi aunty me phr aungi abhi zara km he..
Chalo thk he mgr ana zarur.. Ajwa ka bhi dil behlega- she said nd I luked at her in horror..
Q bta rhi hen yrrr... Ye ammayen bhi na....

G zarur aunga Inshallah- he than left saying Allah hafiz nd we both sat in the car..
Tmne q mu bnaya hua he - Mamma asked but I didn't luk at her cuz I was driving..
Aap ko kya zarurt thi usse bolne ki- I asked .. Kya mtlb he? Pta nhi chlta kya use kbhi? She said nd I luked at her..

Mamma kya ho gya he? Zaruri nhi hr ksi ko btana- I shouted a lil..
Hr ksi ho gya he wo? Kbhi to best frnd hota tha hr bt btati thi usko- she said luking at me..

Tb ki bt or thi.. Ab sb change ho chuka he.. Hm pehle ki tarah nhi hen mamma .. Aap plzz usse koi bt nhi krengi- I said nd she turned her face at the front..

Q btaun me use? Use koi prwah thi meri itne time? Koi khabar li usne k zinda hun me ya mar gyi? Nhi na.. Bs phr.. Sb khtm ho gya he.. Hm pehle ki tarah nhi ho skte....

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