I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

It's Over

Kya karun smjh nhi aa rha.. Kya btaun mamma ko azaan k behavior k baare me?
Aisa na ho wo mjhe apne sth le jayen.. Me ye rishta chahti hun.. I really luv him.. I can't live without him now..
No I can't tell my parents...

I was standing in the balcony when I heard the door shut .. I went in the room nd saw Azaan checking my phone..

Wo mera phone he na? I asked for the confirmation ..
Tmhe kya lgta he? He asked nd I went closer to him..
Kya dekh rhe ho mere phone me? I asked nd he starred me..
Or tmhe kya lgta he me tmhare is sawal ka jawab dena zaruri smjhunga huuhh- I said nd laughed sarcastically..
It's enough..

Azaan give my phone back- I said extending my hand but he refused..
Azaan phone waps do mera- I shouted at him for the first time cuz I couldn't bare his shakki behavior anymore..
Chilla kis pe rahi ho tm? He shouted coming more closer to me..
Our faces were inches apart, I saw anger in his red eyes nd my eyes started pooling up..

Jawab do mjhe - He fisted my hairs in his hands nd I luked directly into his eyes trying my best not to cry..
Apni okaat me rha kro smjhi.. Mene chillane ki ijazat nhi di he tmhe- He said nd left my hairs with a jerk..

Kya he meri okaat? He was going when I finally spoke he again turned to face me .. Kya he meri okaat bolo na? I asked again going closer to him..
Mjhe jawab chaiye Azaan- I said with straight expressions..

Mjhe janna he k akhir tmhari nazr me meri okaat he kya? Biwi to lgta nhi k tm smjhte ho mjhe.. Q k koi bhi mohabbat krne wala shohar apni biwi ko is tarah na zaleel krta he na uspe shak krta he- He was standing in front of me with soo mxh anger filled in his eyes but I didn't care so I kept saying..

Bolo na Azaan.. Me janna chahti hun tmhari nazr me meri kya okaat he.. Q k khud se to nfrat kra di he tmne mjhe.. Afsos he k mene tmhare liye apni maa se behs ki thi.. Tm jese insan k liye apni maa ki bt nhi maani- He was luking at me as if was going to eat me anytime but I kept emptying my heart cuz I thought it was the best time for it..

Dost ki ehmiyat pta he tmhe? Pta he dost kya hota he? Jb koi nhi sth deta us wqt dost sth deta he.. Aisa dost tha Shehryaar mera.. Us k ilawa koi nhi tha jis se me apne dil ki bt kehti.. Tm bhi nhi.. Wo dost churwa dia tmne.. Jante ho ktna tanha mehsoos krti hun me khud ko? Tm kese janoge.. Tmhare jese insan ka koi dost nhi ho skta.. His widened on my words nd the other thing came was unexpected..
He slapped me with all his force nd I fell on the floor..

Ammiiii- He yelled nd my mother in law came in the room..
Kya hua he? She asked nd was coming towards me when he showed his hand to her indicating to stop..
Phone kren is k baap ko.. Or bolen k le jaye yahan se .. Aisi awara lrki ki koi jagah nhi he mere ghr me- He instructed her nd left the room..

She held my hand nd made me stand up nd said sorry for her son's harsh behavior than left..
I sat on the bed nd cried on top of my lungs.. Cuz that's what I really wanted that time..

This is my life.. This is my husband..

After sometime papa came nd sat in front of me.. I hugged him ti8 nd cried on his chest..
He took me back home..

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