I Spoiled My Life (Pain Demands To Be Felt)

Engagement

Mamma mene kaha he na mjhe Engagement nhi krni he- I said to mamma..
Q nhi krni he ? She asked..
Bs nhi krni he.. Aap smjh q nhi rhi hen? Sb saadgi se bhi to ho skta he na- I said..
My family was forcing me to get engaged with Shehryaar but I didn't want that shor sharaba..

Tmhari doosri he pr Shehryaar ki pehli shadi he uska khyal kro- Bhai said..
Me khud bt kr lungi usse wo mera msla he.. Bs mjhe ye sb shor sharaba nhi chaiye khamoshi se Nikah krenge- I said nd mamma's eyes widened ..
Choron ki tarah shadi q krni he tmhe? Mamma asked with a frown..
Choron ki tarah nhi bs saadgi se krni he.. Yr aap log q peeche prr rhe hen - I almost shouted..

Dekho agr tm ye soxh rhi ho k log kya soxhenge to fikr mt kro kxh nhi soxhenge- Bhai said coming closer..
Mjhe logon ki koi fikr nhi he.. Bs meri kxh or waja he.. Wese bhi agr shadi chlni hoti he to saadgi se kia hua Nikah bhi chl jata he or jb na chlni ho to jtna dhoom dharaka krlo koi frq nhi prta anjaam wohi hota he jo mera hua he- I felt pain in my heart saying these words..

Thk he mrzi he tmhari.. Lkn Shehryaar se puxh lo agr usne kaha k engagement krni he to krni paregi- Mamma said standing up nd left..

I than called Shehryaar..
Hello- He said nd I sighed..
Mjhe bt krni he tmse- I said ..
Han bolo na- He said..
Shehryaar hm plz enagagement nhi krte.. Plzzz- I requested..
Pr q? He asked..
Bs asai me saadgi se krna chahti hun sb.. Ye shor sharabay ki zarurt nhi he- I replied.. Nd there was a silence for sumtime..
Chalo ok.. Agr tm engagement nhi chahti to.. Pr meri ek shart he- He said nd I frowned..
Wo kya? I asked..
Shadi dhoom dhaam se hogi- He said directly nd I wanted to refuse but couldn't..
Noo plzzzz

Hello Ajwa? Are U there? He asked..
Han- I replied..
Bolo mnzoor he? He asked nd I nodded..
Hmm- I said..
Gud.. I luv U- He said but I didn't reply..
Aap bhi I luv U bol skti hen mana nhi he- He said nd I kept quite..
Ok leave it.. Chalo ttyl bye love- He said..
Bye - I said nd we hung up..

I don't want this marriage like this..
Koi meri feelings smjhta q nhi he? Me nhi ye sb dobara face krna chahti.. I know m doing unfair to Shehryaar but I cannot bare the pain anymore..

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