Not the best chapter but I hope that you guys enjoy it. I am trying my best but with college and graduation around the corner, I feel like I won't have time to make long updates anymore so they will be short and there will be a big time gap. Let me know if I made some grammar error. THANK YOU MA BEAUTIFUL READERS! Lurve YOU!!!
[Jungkook]
The buzzing of my phone could still be heard from even underneath the bed. The loud voices of classmates pound and pulse through my veins. I tried shutting it out but the only way for my body to function was to allow it to happen. I can't seem to stop it even if I try because stopping it would mean the shedding of my parent's tears. As if I haven't made them cried enough already.
Crawling out from under the bed, I looked for my phone to end that buzzing noise once and for all. I flipped over every pillow and blanket. Over turn every dirty shirt in my bucket, finally digging through my bag to find it crush under my text books.
On the screen it reads new messages from a group chat. The rational side of my brain said to ignore it but child senses took over and I press read.
Jihoo: Hey faggot! Why are you silent now ? Not talking huh?
Minhee: Omg! LOL stop! "I-I think I like you." Quote Jungkook.
Hoon: Why don't you just kill yourself? It's better that way.
Hana: IKR! We don't need another freak in this society. The less the better.
Minhee: I can't believe I dated you. *gags
Jihoo: Babe it ain't your fault. You just didn't know. Unlike Taehyung who knew and left! Good move dude!
Hoon: Ever consider suicide? Because you should. I mean no one really cares if you disappear. Taehyung left because of you, he didn't even consider your feeling. Meaning he didn't care if you disappeared from the face of the Earth.
My hands shook, my eyes were shut tight as I read the last sentence. Tears stroll down my face, the phone slipping out of my hands and hitting the ground with a thud. There was more. A lot more but I just couldn't go on. I thought it was just my hands that were shaking but the shaking of my body was the cause of my unsteady hands.
I couldn't catch my breath. I don't even know if I was breathing or not. Everything around me was spinning and the numbness in my body continues to grow as the last message repeated over and over in my head.
No one would care if I disappear?
I don't want to believe this but the more I thought about it, the more true it became. My parents life would be so much easier. BoNa wouldn't have to look at me and think of the pain she was put through. Taehyung could happily be with BoNa without feeling bad towards me. Everyone would be much happier.
Time is all that it will take to forget someone like me. If I end this now, I can stop them from hurting me. I can stop them and their harassment. I can end the fact that I am someone who doesn't belong.
I can and I will.
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