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The only thing I can hear on this quiet night in the hospital was the beeping of the heart monitor. The beating of Jungkook's heart. I couldn't even hear the slightest squeak of a mouse or the thoughts of BoNa. Which you can say is a good thing because silence is something I don't usually experience. I am always constantly listening or dropping in onto someone's thought without my own will.
I sat up straighter and stretched out my arms, letting out a big hearty yawn only to cup my mouth in response to my loudness. I blink a few times, making sure that it didn't stir BoNa who slept on the long couch near the bed.
Getting up from the armchair, I tiptoed to the drawer where a black sharpie laid, tempting me to pick it up. Tiptoeing back to a snoring BoNa, I uncapped the marker and drew a bushy beard on her face, gave her a unibrow and on her forehead wrote 'BoNa'. Then on her palm, I wrote a little note.
Placing the cap back on, I lean in and let the tip of my nose tickle hers. I gave her a quick box smile even though she won't be able to see it anymore. I lean in just until our lips securely interlock. I pray and hope that this kiss will be enough to heal her when she finds the note.
Moving away from BoNa as she ruffles and moves around, I made my way to Jungkook's side. To Jungkook who I felt sorry towards because I couldn't return the same feelings. To Jungkook who I hope will be there for BoNa in the future. To Jungkook who will be worth my disappearance from the face of Earth.
Placing my hand onto Jungkook's right hand that laid lifelessly by his side, I can feel the energy pulse through me and into Jungkook's body. I can feel his body taking it in and healing faster than anything to consider normal. I can feel what was going on with his body but I can't feel mine. It was numb because the pain is too much for me to bear. Energy was just draining from my body causing me to deteriorate from inside out.
Before long, my legs were gone, then my shoulders along with my arms. I was slowly disappearing from existence while Jungkook was returning back to normal. The only thing left of me was half of my face and the hand that was still healing Jungkook.
By morning, Jungkook will wake up from a nightmare with BoNa by his side all the while, I will be gone. I will cease to exist.
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FanfictionShe clutch the plush doll tightly to her chest and fell asleep under the night sky, letting go of whatever will she have left to hang on. Either she is found dead tomorrow or not, it didn't matter. Nothing matter because that was how it was already...
