[BoNa]
A finger traced the details of my face, moving from my eyebrows to my nose then to my lips where it remain for a few seconds longer. It then transformed and became a hand that cupped my cheek with such delicacy that it felt like a bypassing wind.
Without my own consent, my eyes open up to a dark morning. To a dark figure hovering over me like a guardian angel. But the figure was no angel. It, or more like he, was an alien boy.
"V-V...." I stuttered as my voice came out hoarsely. I couldn't believe it. Before my eyes was V, his gentle stare that have easily accepted me.
In an immediate reaction, my hand reached out to touch him but then I held back, afraid that if I touch him, he will disperse into thin air. With my hand in mid air, I silently stare back at him, not blinking once to miss a second of this dream.
In this dream, it was just me and him. Him and I. Nothing else matters except for the time we get to spend before he once more disappear from my sight. Before the image of his face and every detail become forgotten memories.
Words built up in my mind but before it could launch off my tongue, a sharp gasp escaped my mouth instead. There was a minor but sharp pain at my arm. I didn't know what could have cause this pain.
"It's not a dream." V spoke out making me realize that the little pain came from him pinching me.
"It's not a dream." He repeats himself quietly.
I didn't know how to respond. The fact that he looked so sad took me aback. His eyes weren't round but the whole face expression of his reminded me of a puppy in pain. It was almost as if he regretted doing something. As if he didn't want to come back but he did and now he wish he hadn't.
"I-Is something wrong?" I asked V who remain sitting by my side, arms upholding his body from crushing mine.
No response. Just quietness as he hid his eyes within the curtain of hair. His face went cold for a split second before returning back to its original color but his lips remain a straight line.
"I didn't want to come back...but I couldn't help it." He slowly reveals his brown eyes to me. They were cold and serious like reality have somehow found a way to morph into those innocent eyes and deceive me.
"I tried leaving back home but I didn't because my job here is still unfinished." V continue, eyes looking directly into something deeper than flesh. In an instant, his face flash from cold to calm to angry then back to sadness.
V slowly but clearly spoke to me as he lessen the distance between us. "I came back...mainly because I don't think I will be able to smile in a world without you and I really like to smile."
V's face came closer and closer until the only image filled in my head was of him and his box smile. He didn't budge one bit considering how close he has gotten. He didn't even care if it made me more selfish because now I want him to stay here on Earth with me.
A deep and hearty sigh left his lips. "I am sorry for pinching you earlier." He apologized before speaking again.
"May I take the pain away...BoNa?" Him saying my name brought shivers down my spine and made me light headed.
I didn't know how to respond. All I could do was stare straight at him, hoping that he wouldn't detect any hint of excitement from me. I want him to just make a move for it but at the same time, I don't. I know that wanting him isn't a bad thing but I don't want to end up needing him. Needing him is on a whole different level from wanting. I can live without those I want but I can't live without those I need.
"I guess...that is a no." V sadly reply as he pull away. This time, he didn't wear the long face. As he pull away, he was smiling uncontrollably all the while trying to avoid looking my way.
This whole time, I thought he was straight up sad but I never have come to this conclusion before. That he was pulling something but was just secretly doing it. His shy but exposed smile was being unsuccessfully forced to be put back in line but V couldn't hold it in from the looks of it.
"V. What did you do?" I ask my voice sounding almost like a mother ready to scold her son.
"N-nothing." He scoffed before bursting into a small laughing fit.
"V" I was nervous. I didn't know what he was up to and I don't want to know but it can pertain to me and I don't want that.
I sat up, walked up to him and force him to look at me. I was about to question him again but he diverted my attention to the time. Which of course I was going to be late for school. Without saying anything to him, I walk out of the room.
I made it out of my room and into the bathroom but as soon as I see my reflection in the mirror, I walk back to where I came from.
"V" I quietly sigh out.
This alien boy who has return not only brought back the fluttering feeling but also the headache of his childishness. In my room, where he laid on the ground, curl in a ball as he laugh away because of what he had done. On my forehead, he wrote my name in all caps and right underneath my nose, he drew a mustache.
He rolled over a couple of time back and forth before coming to a stop. V criss crossed his legs and giggled up at me. My brows that were furrowed from anger soon disperse as I see his face.
"Now you won't have to go to school looking like that alone." V gave me a box smile, a small mustache drawn on his upper lips with his human name written across his forehead.
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