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Chapter 9

I'm running out of Dan pictures so I just drew a bunch.
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"I guess that's okay the main characters need time to know what each other are really like." Dan said sounding like a director for a romantic movie.
"I agree, but they can kiss but not go to far." It felt weird talking about ourselves like we were some staged couple that were only imagined in books and TV shows.
Dan moved closer, "but can the secondary character kiss the main character before she falls a sleep?"
"I don't know about that." I said laying down.
Dan pressed his lips against mine again, this time instead of a needy feel, it felt loving. Like he was longing for something.
"Well I guess the main character wouldn't mind another kiss." Dan kissed me again.
"I love you (y/n)." The words I had feared, not like a bad fear but a hopeful it's not ever going to happen fear.
"I-I love you too Dan." I don't know why but I stammered a bit.
*dan POV*
'She said I love you back!' I screamed in my mind. My dreams have come true so I thought I wouldn't hide the fact that I knew about her YouTube before she showed me her video.
"I've always loved you."
"Always?" (Y/n) sat up, I quickly backed up.
"Yeah." I said placing my hand behind my neck.
"S-so have I." She blushed, looking the other way.

*(y/n) POV*
I looked down at the floor. This was it I was going to tell him I was fan-girl and our developing relationship would blow up in my face.
My eyes drifted over to Dan.

"I didn't creep you out did I?" Dan asked, smiling a bit in attempt to lighten the mood.
"No not at all." I said looking at him. A slight smile on my face.
"(Y/n) I have to tell you something." Dan said holding my hand in his.
I thought of the worst, though him and I weren't together or dating like boyfriend and girlfriend kind of thing, we still were kissing and hugging a lot. Maybe I have no chance and will categorized as a friend with a benefit.
Dan sighed.

"The thing is...I've been a fan of you for a long time." I looked at Dan with confusion.
"What?" I asked.
"I knew you'd react this way. You probably think I'm some sort of creep." Dan frowned and his eyes still looking at me.
"Me too."
"Huh?" Dan said reacting with the same confusion as me.
"I've been watching your YouTube and Phil's since the beginning...I-I know you probably think I'm weird. You probably don't want to be in any sort of relationship with a fan girl." I felt myself about to cry, or wanting to cry but i wouldn't let him see that.
"Well you know that they say. Fan boys attract fan girls." Dan smiled and picked his head up and hugged me.
"Dan I don't think that's a real saying."

Dan said hugging me tighter.
"I love you Dan." I whispered.
"I love you too (y/n)." Dan whispered back. "You know since we've done the whole date and kiss thing could we do this again, maybe?" Dan asked loosening his hold.
"Maybe." I said tiredly.
"You better get to sleep. Do you want me to stay?"
"Sure your already in your PJ's so why not." I said smiling.
"Awesome I'm ready to sleep." Dan said releasing me from the hug, and walking over to the other side of the bed.
I laid back and got under the covers, Dan arms wrapped around me.
"Dan?" I asked.
"Yes (y/n)?"
"Can you turn off the lights."
"Sure. Not like I was getting comfortable or anything." Dan said getting up and turning off the lights.
Before I knew it, my eye lids started to become heavy, my heart rate slowed down to a natural calm state. Dan wrapped his arms around me and placed his head in the crook of my neck.
"Good night (y/n)." Dan whispered.
"Night Dan." I whispered back before k drifted off to sleep.

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I've been very happy since i started writing this, in fact expect a lot of up dates on past chapters because my sister is reading it so that means there will be grammar corrections and spelling corrections because I can't grammar. :) also I'm making sure to put in gifs that go around the story so expect a lot of smiling and awkward Dan gifs (they're just so cute!!).

Thanks
Chloe K.