Chapter 26: time to talk

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Y/n pov.

I slowly rested myself on my bed as Jack closed the door.

"Jack I wanna say I'm sorry... I shouldn't have kissed Dan but when Phil came and the party started and that girl you keep staring at..." I was cut short when jack wrapped his arm around my back and pressed it gentle onto the bed. He slowly glided his hand from my back to my face.

I wanted to talk to him but I kinda liked this kinda talking better.

He quickly stopped when he realized I wasn't kissing back. I wanted to but I just couldn't.

"Y/n I'm sorry I didn't.."

"Its fine don't worry about it.. it was kinda nice it just what you said that I just... its hard" I knew he could tell that I was a little uneasy.

"Y/n I didn't mean what I said.." I cut him off again

"But it was all true! I am just a kid! A stupid, worthless, hell raising kid! Who liked a man that was way to old for her...I'm just a stupid kid who loved a man who lied because he didn't want her to feel broken" I let out a sigh of relief.

I had left jack speechless... I know he didn't love me I know he only dated me cause of what I did. I was a charity case. A poor, pitiful charity case.

"...y/n that's not..."

"But it is jack... I know I'm pathetic... what I did to dad and you! I was so f*ck'in stupid." I rubbed my hands around my gave and through my hair. I was a nervous wreck.

I was out of words, out of hope...so all I did was open my door and walk out. I went past mark and Dan watching TV and left the complex...

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