Adopted By Markiplier

chapter 15: STOP!

! Trigger warning !
Emotional content below. If you are sensitive please skip ahead. The following will contain violence and self harm. If you are sensitive skip ahead!

The following was inspired by xoxo_baylee_xoxo . I wanted to include a dramatic scene and us talking produced this. Please enjoy.

Your pov.
I rushed upstairs sealing my door tight behind me. I locked it and pushed my dresser in front of it. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to disappear. I wanted to be removed from this world. I started to pace around my room ranting to myself.

"What have I done... stupid, dumb, worthless..." I let the words replay in my mind. I fell back onto my bed in a ball of tears. " just let me go"

~flashback~
I was waiting outside for my loving parents when my dance instructor told me to come inside since it was late and a young lady like me shouldn't be outside. I grabbed the teachers hand when the smell of burning rubber hit my nose I turned my body around to see my parents in a crumbled up car . I stared in horror. I covered my eyes and screamed.
~realization~
I shook my head and whipped my red puffy eyes. I stared at my bathroom. I knew what I wanted to do. I tip-toed slowly into the bathroom. Why was I being quit... I shook away the thought and reached into my drawer for my makeup bag. There it was... sharp, shiny , deadly. I picked it and stared at it with hope. Hope that my pain would end. Hope that life might be better. I held the razor to my wrist *swipe*. The pain, the rush, but I cut to deep. I screamed out in pain. What have I done. I grabbed my wrist screaming out in pain . It didn't fix anything!
"Help!" The door crashed open and a warm pair of arms wrapped around me.
"Y/n" it was Jack
He stared down at me with pity.
"Wh..why"

"I wanted to feel better *I looked down at my wrist * I cut to deep"

He kissed my forehead and started to rock me back and to.

I felt a drop of water hit my face. He was crying .

"I love you y/n so much "

With a creak of the wood me and Jack looked up to see a mark in tears.

"I was so blind... I said no... y'all should be able to date..."

Jack smiled but I didn't I was in pain. I clutched onto my wrist . The room started to spin. It was fading.

"Jack..." I tried to hold onto him but my body collapsed into his arms. I was lifeless, still, calm. I wanted to stay but this was so soothing. Jacks hand on my face the silences... but it was violent... deadly. I was dieing! I clutched onto jacks hand tighter

"Y/n..."

I opened my eyes slightly..... I looked up and smiled at Jack. He picked me and cared me out into the kitchen.

"I love you ..." he kissed my forehead and started to rinse my wound. I should have stop when I had the chance but i didn't now this is gonna burn like hell. I closed my eyes
"FUCK!"
Mark rushed down the stairs with blood coated napkins.

"Language" he narrowed his eyes at me and walked away to toss away the napkins.

Jack wrapped his arm around me "never do this again... I love you"

" I love you to" I smiled up at jack and planted a kiss on his check. With another touch of the water soaked napkin my love turned into rage. Pain...