Dito Na Lang

Writer's Block

I write when I'm depressed

A compulsion when thoughts caress

Feelings that I've got to get off my chest

Inhale the right words and exhale the rest

Often times I'm engulfed in another world

There are people inside me and their stories untold

I have to free them from my whimsical head

Narrate their life before it's even omitted

I'm an author who's in control of my characters life

Can make them suffer or make things right

Decide what the ending's gonna be

Should I make them break or they're meant to be?

I write but not until the day that I met you

My life suddenly got a plot twist, felt so untrue

God is the writer and I become the lead

In a story that I don't know where will lead

The way we met is not cliché

We talk, we laugh in a not so ordinary way

You treat me like a princess and for that, I fall

Your care and love breaches my inner walls

I write but only when I'm sad

But now I can't do that 'cause I'm always glad

My head that once was full of stories,

Is now full of your name and our memories

But now I'm just a persona and got no control

On how my own story is gonna roll

The ending that I wish isn't always going to be

I have to accept what's destined for me

Because of you I stopped writing

Because of you I started laughing

But also because of you I stopped smiling

And because of you I started crying

Now I'm writing once again...