Bad Habit [Nathan Sykes FF]

Chapter 13-Never Been Loved!

*Contains Sexual Contents*

'I love you,' kept going through my head. I was so shocked, no-ones ever told me that they loved me before..apart from my Mum, but that don't count. I just got up and left the table I didn't know what I was doing or what to say. I knew Nathan was coming after me.

'Where are you going?' I heard him say after me. I had tears down my face..I had cried so many times since being in America. 'Ivy stop,' he commanded and I stopped in my tracks but didn't turn around as I didn't want him to see me crying.

'I just opened my heart to you by telling you that I love you...and you walk away,' he said in a disheartened tone. Which made me feel worse. 

'I'm no good for you,' I finally replied.

'What makes you think that babe?' he said softly.

'I don't deserve you Nathan...you should go and find someone else,' I answered as more tears fell from my eyes, and down my cheeks. I went to walk away but Nathan grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him.

'I don't want anyone else...I want you...Ivy Rose Collins,' he replied sweetly. He made me face him,

'No-ones ever told me they loved me,' I admitted.

'Well..I'm glad that I am the first person,' he smiled as he wiped my tears away with his thumbs. I looked into his eyes..and I could see that he meant every word he was saying to me. I felt his soft lips delicately pressing against mine, I had missed this..missed him touching me.

'I'll go and pay..you go and wait for me in your room,' he winked.  I nodded my head before going up to my room. I thought I would surprise him so got out of my dress and rumaged through my underwear and found my Victoria Secret matching underwear. I soon put them on and found my short silk robe so put that over my underwear. I checked my hair and make up in the mirror one last time. 

I began to pace around the room whilst waiting for Nathan to arrive. It felt weird to know that someone was in love with me...but at the same time it was a warm, happy feeling. I was loved...I liked that. I then heard a knocking sound at the door, which brought me out of my own little world. I took a deep breath and went to open the door. I got to the door and opened it to find Nathan stood there with a bottle of wine. 

'Hey babe,' he smiled.

'Hey,' I replied as I opened the door wider to let him come in.

'I brought us this up,' he smiled once again as he gave me the wine.

'I'm sure we can find a use for that,' I winked. Nathan just kissed me on the lips passionately.

'How about I start making it up to you?' he breathed in my ear.

'I like your thinking,' I replied.  He kissed me on the lips one more time before moving to my neck, biting it ever so slightly. His hands reached to my robe belt and undone it, letting it fall from my body and to the floor. He stopped kissing my neck and took a step back. It was like he was admiring what I was wearing.

'You're so sexy,' he groaned as he pulled me close again. His hands wrapped around my waist and travelled down to my backside, and leaving them there as he continued to kiss me. Just like before he lifted me up and carried me to the bed. Laying me down gently. He knealt on the end of the bed, and took his top off revealing his bare chest. I loved the sight of him. He leant back over me and kissed me. I immediately kissed him back. He next kissed down my body slowly, before pulling off my knickers. He began to rub me slowly causing me to bite my lip. Next, he licked me, making me close me eyes to enjoy the pleasure. He kept doing it as his other hand reached up to my bra. He gently caressed me through the material.

I ran my hand through his hair as he continued, I'd not felt this good for a while. When he had finished doing that he got off of the bed so he could take off his jeans and boxers. I had missed the sight of him, standing naked infront of me. He got back on to the bed and positioned himself, he rubbed me softly with one finger before entering me. He started moving slowly, like he wanted this to last. I moaned and groaned as he moved inside of me.

'That's so good,' I breathed as he picked up the pace. He winked at me and continued moving. This went on for a while, I was enjoying every second of it. This was different to the other times we had slept together. This was more meaningful, and not just a fuck. He kissed me all over. I loved having him touching me. We soon reached our climaxes and he collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily.

'Was that a good start for you?' he smiled.

'Yes it was,' I laughed. He then moved his head and kissed me on the lips.

'I love you too,' I admitted as I looked at him.

'I know you do baby,' he kissed me once again.

'I want this to last...we can keep it quiet until we're ready yeah?' I said to him.

'That's good enough for me Princess,' he smiled as he moved off of me.

It was true...I did love him, and it felt good admitting it. Hopefully nothing will break us again.