Bad Habit [Nathan Sykes FF]

Chapter 19-Baby Troubles!

Nathan looked at me, his face was as white as a sheet.

'I know its a lot to take in,' I said to him. He stayed silent for a while. 

'You're carrying my baby?' he said breaking the silence. I nodded my head,

'Yes I am,'

'Are you sure it's mine?' he asked.

'What's that supposed to mean? I answered as I gave him a confused.

'Well, I know you had a past of sleeping around..I wanted to check that it's mine,' he looked up at me.

'You think i've cheated on you?' I snapped as I was hurt by what he was accusing me with.

'As I said before..you have a past,' he shrugged his shoulders. I couldn't believe what he was saying to me.

'Exactly...it was my past, you're the only person I've been sleeping with in the last 10 months we've been together. If you don't believe me, you know where the door is,' I shouted in anger.

'You shouldn't be pregnant...you said you were on the pill..unless you were lying about that,' he accused. Why was he saying these things? This wasn't going the way that I thought it was going to go.

'Are you calling me a liar? and the last time I checked, it takes two to make a baby, so its not just down to me,' I retorted. 

Nathan stood up and looked at me,

'A baby could ruin my career..just when it's starting to go well,' he replied.

'It's fine I can raise our baby on my own...I can't wait for the day it asks where its Daddy is...I'll tell them that he didn't want anything to do with us as he was more concerned about was his career,' I shouted.

'I didn't say I didn't want anything to do with it.' he snapped back.

'No but your face says it all,'

'We're 19 years old...don't you think we're too young for a baby,' he said in a calmer tone.

'It doesn't matter how old we are, its about loving and caring about the baby,' I cried. This was getting way out of hand, I couldn't handle my emotions anymore. I didn't give Nathan a chance to speak, I was getting what I had to say out in the open.

'I thought you'd be so loving and caring when I told you...holding me telling me that everythings going to be OK..telling me that you love me. But all you care about is your carer,' I sobbed. I looked at Nath and he also had tears in his eyes.

'The thought of having a baby terrifies the shit out of me,' he confessed.

'What...and you don't think I'm scared?' I looked at him. 

'What if I'm a crap Dad? What if I hurt the baby? I wouldn't be able to live with myself if something happened,' he cried.

'What's made you think this?' I asked in a calmer tone.

'I don't know it's just a feeling I have,' he sighed.

'You're not going to be a crap Dad Nathan...I know how caring and loving you are,' I replied.

'You really think so,' he looked up at me with a sad look in his eyes. I nodded my head,

'If we work together like a couple should..then we'll be fine,' I answered to him. He took a deep breath and sighed loudly.

'I'm sorry...for what I said,' he apologised as he looked at the ground. I walked closer to him, the tension in the air had seemed to have gone away.