I Want To Kiss And Kill You

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I was told by Ms Grundy I had to work extra hours today, to look over some patients while they all go to a meeting. I don't know exactly where the rest of the bosses were heading too but all I know is I have to look over Dan tonight.

I didn't expect to have access downstairs since Jill said we weren't allowed down there, but I guess since I'm Dan's nurse, things have changed.

I go downstairs, passing each cell while holding my breath. It was always cold down here and I felt some sympathy for the patients since they weren't supplied with the warmest blankets.

Once Dan's cell opens I immediately feel a different vibe than before. He lays completely down on his bed, his eyes meeting with the ceiling.

"Good evening Mr Howell, how are you feeling?" I walk closer to him and taking a seat on the corner of his bed.

"I'm fine," he grunts his words.

"Are you sure? You can always talk to me whenever you need too, I'm here to listen to you," I say softly, crossing my legs.

"God damn, can you shut the fuck up already!" He turns to his side, facing the wall.

I get taken back by his outburst and stay seated. He was fine a this whole week, why is he throwing a fit?

"Look I can tell you're angry but it's my job to look after you and take care of you so please tell me what's wrong.." I tug on his blanket a bit.

"Don't you get it?! I don't want you here! I don't wanna talk about it and I definitely don't wanna talk about it with you! You're such a fucking bitch!" He punches his mattress, making loud noises due to the chains.

"That doesn't change the fact you still need to talk to me. You are required to talk to me, we are here to help you. Now, please tell me, what's going on inside your head?" I say calmly, hoping that he'll see how sincere I actually am.

He sighs, sitting up, knees up to chest but his face is planted with defeat. "I've been having unusual thoughts lately, thoughts and feelings I haven't had before and I don't know how to deal with them," he says.

"What type of feelings, Mr Howell?"

"I don't know, I can't explain and I won't explain. It's almost like I get happy whenever I get to hang out with you in the lounge and— nope nope," he shuts his mouth once again.

"Mr Howell?" I say softly, looking down.

"It almost feels like instead of having a nurse, I have a real friend," brings his face closer to mine.

"D-Dan..." I try to scoot back but I'm already leaning against the bed stand.

He gets closer to my face, I can feel his breath upon my skin. My breathing hitches but he just sits back down on his spot and giggle.

"We would make a cool team, don't you think love?" He winks.

I gulp, "mhm, excuse me for a minute," I get up and exit the cell.

I lean back against the wall, confused. "What the hell was that?!" I whisper to myself.

"Hey there pretty," I hear a voice, a voice soon becoming louder the closer they get to me.

"Joey...? What the hell are you doing here?!" I scream.

"I just thought I'd pop in for a visit, why so shocked love?" He smirks.

"How did you get down here? Who let you in?!"

"I just asked if I can see you and they let me in," he rolls up his sleeves, then rests his hand on the wall to his left.

"While I'm working? Joey, leave!" I walk backwards, away from Joey, but accidentally walking into Dan's opened cell.

Joey follows, begging for his explanation but he gets cut off by a familiar voice.

"Well, we meet again Joseph."

— I'M SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL BUT NOW I HAVE SPRING BREAK SO I CAN UPDATE MORE AND I'M ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL.

I also know this chapter sucks, I didn't know what to write for this chapter but everything will be explained in the next chapter so don't worry.

Now if you don't like harry styles or anything one direction related you can skip this paragraph, but I'm gonna be putting out a harry styles imagine story (called Happily) soon so for you harry girls out there, keep an eye out! Just a warning I might update faster on that story just because each chapter is a different imagine and they are pretty short so it will be easier for me to update on that one rather than Lights Out.

The updates for lights out might take a while rather than the usual twice every week, but I'm trying to use as much time as I can to update so forgive me!

Enjoy ~

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