Alien //Part 1 Namjoon

Caring Brother

It's been a week since the break down and Namjoon hasn't left my side ever since. I mean as soon as he comes back from school at least. He went shopping with me the previous weekend and now my room finally looked like my room. It was colored in black, white and red now and I've gotta admit it looks pretty emo but I always liked that style even if I wouldn't consider myself one.

But well today wasn't a good day either. But this time it wasn't something like emotional breakdown but well... women's problems. I was in my period. And yea many girls say something like "ugh you're such a cryybaby just get along with it its not that bad" But I can tell you I HATE people who do this. DO YOU FEEL MY PAIN??? OK I need to calm down...

Anyways my period isn't very nice to me and I can do nothing during the first day. It was Saturday and I wanted to spend sometime with Namji (oh yea that's my nick name for him now. Don't ask why) but NOO.

So I lied in my bed and thought about an excuse why I wasn't able to get out of the bed but before I could think of something good I already heard him knocking on the door. I told him to come in and tried to brainstorm.

"What you're still in bed? You're such a lazy ass" he joked and jumped on me trying to tickle me so I would get up.

But I was really sensitive and I can't stand people touching me in any way when I am on my period. I get really pissed and my reaction showed that.

I kicked him off me and yelled "manjiji masipsio" (Don't touch me!)
He teached me that sentence in case I was harassed but it fit here to though. I instantly regretted yelling it at him like this because he looked so I don't know... hurt? Perplexed?

"Are you alright?"

I nodded slowly and apologized to him. In the end I just told him the truth and he immediately went from concerned to super caring brother.
He told me to wait and after some minutes he came back with some painkillers, a hot water bottle and some raw cookie dough. I have no idea why he knew that I loved cookie dough but I didn't care. I almost teared up after seeing how sweet he was. He took care of me and then we watched kdrama together.

Like this it wasn't as unbearable than it usually was. I could get used to this kind of treatment.

The time practically flew by as I spend my time with Namji. I am now for two months in Korea and it was getting colder by now. We went shopping as I had no warm clothes and he tried to help me with what looked good and what not. But I gotta admit his advice wasn't that useful from time to time.
We Came by a book store and Namji mentioned school and that I have to attend it if I want to continue a relatively normal live. I always tried to avoid that topic as I was really afraid of school. I know that it is really hard here and that the teachers are really strict and all (at least that's what I know from kdrama). I simply nodded. I was pretty good at korean by now and I knew how to behave correctly and all but school still gave me the chills.

"You could go to the same school as me. I will leave it in about 5 months though to study but until then I could still support you."
I nodded again. I knew from the beginning that he was in his senior year and that he will start to study in spring but I still felt sad about that. He was the only person I can relate to and that I can call an actual friend. I mean together with Jin. We do a lot together but all of this is going to change soon....

I snapped out of my thoughts as he cupped my cheeks.

"Hey don't be sad. Nothing's gonna change okay? I will still support you in every way I can." he smiled at me with his dimples showing. I smiled back, glad that I don't even have to say what bothers me.

I stuck out my pinky finger and he pinky swore me that nothing will change.

I guess it's childish hoping nothing will change... but I am not ready for the truth yet... I don't want to lose another person...