Alien //Part 1 Namjoon

First Day

I stared at him blankly. Did he just say that he will go to New Zealand? I couldn't find words to express my feelings. I didn't even know what I felt.

"I know it's very far away but I always wanted to go there. I promise I will continue to support you no matter where I am or you are"

He took my hands in his and looked into my eyes.
"There is still some time left until I will go so let's enjoy it okay?"

I nodded, not trusting my voice. I know that he probably would take me with him if he could but I still felt a mix of anger, sadness and also fear inside me. Yes. Fear I end up alone again...

He tried to read my expression but failed. In the end he suggested to just go to bed.

Cuddled up in my covers I thought about future. About what will happen without Namji around. Eventually I fell asleep.

Standing in front of the school I felt like throwing up. I felt so damn nervous even with Namji by my side. I fiddled with my tie and looked nervously at the door of the secretary. They told me my new teacher would pick me up here and Namji offered me to be my emotional support.

"Don't forget what I told you about how you have to introduce yourself. And relax a bit. Just be yourself and everyone will love you. Okay?"

I nodded and he pecked me on my forehead. The first time he did that I started to blush furiously but now I am used to this and it helped me to calm down.

Finally the teacher arrived and greeted me. He introduced himself as Mr. Kim and I internally wondered how many Mr. Kims there were on this school. Namjoon seemed to read my mind as I saw a smile appearing on his lips. He bowed and waved me goodbye and went to his own class.

Mr. Kim talked to me and asked some questions which I nervously answered. He noticed my struggle with words and reassured me that he will be nice on me and give me more time for the assignments. I thanked him and then we went towards my classroom from now on. I breathed in deeply and got into the room after my teacher.

I stood in front of the class but I was too nervous to actually perceive any faces.

The teacher asked me to introduce myself which I did. I knew that I had an accent while introducing (not satoori but a weird German accent) and I saw some girls looking at me with a smug grin. I could tell that they were the typical clique of the evil second female lead in a kdrama. You know the type of girl that is in love the first male lead and bullies you until you tell the male lead that you don't love him even if you actually do and all that.

I decided to stay away from them but, well I don't want to sound racist but it's really hard to tell them apart. If someone would change the seating arrangements I probably wouldn't even notice.

Maybe I just stay away from every girl. I always liked guy friends more anyways. But actually that would make me the target of jealous girls...

Better just stay away from anyone. Or search for the attractive second male lead who no one notices even if he is as good looking as the first lead...

I didn't even notice that my thoughts drifted and when I snapped back from them the teacher looked as if he just asked something.
I froze and felt my cheeks heating up.

"Uhm... excuse me could you repeat that?"

Mr. Kim nodded and asked if I liked the school. I nodded and answered with a nervous yes. He smiled at me encouraging and told me where to sit.

And now I am sitting on the anime main character seat ... what next? Will I have to do an assignment together with a cute boy which leads to a dramatical love story? Or maybe after school ended I'll walk into something I shouldn't see and thus a handsome guy has to protect me?

I shook my head trying to get these thoughts out. I have to concentrate now!

The rest of the period was rather uninteresting. I tried to remember some names of the other students but failed miserably. I tried to read the papers Mr. Kim handed us but it was much more difficult than I thought. I needed the whole period just to kinda understand what it wanted to tell me. At least I understood that this was history.

I never was good in that subject but here it was even worse. I knew nothing about Korean history so I figured this will be one of my worst classes.

During break I just shrinked on my seat and tried to attract as little attraction as possible. It worked and no one approached me so I had enough time to observe my new class a bit.

There was one big group of girls which looked like the ones I don't want to be friends with. Then there were the rather cliché bullies, with this don't-you-dare-fuck-with-me-or-I'll-fuck-you-up face and talking about I don't even know what. Then the nerdy guys, some of them didn't look that bad, and a group of three guys which I wasn't actually able to identity. I am not even sure if two of them actually were in my class.

Oh and then there were some single students like me, just sitting on their seat and dozing a bit until next period starts.

I looked on the schedule Mr. Kim gave me. The next period will be English. I began to smile a bit.

At least I will be able to understand something at first try