Please forget me
I'm not worth remembering
I'm not worth keeping
I sabotage myself, ungrateful,
greedy, lazy and yellow with envy
She will never get help because she doesn't need help she's just tired and I can help her rest
I tried to go peacefully but you kept holding on
Suffocating and scaring me even more
Tried explaining to you there's nothing wrong yet no one understood or perhaps just didn't care enough to let us be
Now physically tainting everything around with blood that wasn't supposed to wear the ground
Why couldn't all just remain in the dark being thought of as dream like dangers that pass
instead of the light where any may be seen by those unwelcomed in a false sense of sanity
YOU ARE READING
I'm Dying Inside
PoetryI said I'd never post another story,poem or whatever on here because I'm terrified of my feelings being shw,n I'm literaly shaking as I write this ...