I'm Dying Inside

Does She Know

I don't think she'll ever know just how much I've missed her

Thoughts go racing on what I could've done instead of to leave

She was in need too

My life felt broken when she was in it and the peices used to cut deeper

Now that I'm back and she is gone

I long for those midnight whispers,

of things we did wrong

And how it didnt matter,
w

e'd always have eachother

Thoughts of you can never leave

as much as I claimed to hate you bleed

I loved when you'd confide in me

Even when I knew you knew

I couldn't make it better and derived the pleasure

of the peices cutting deeper together

A twisted relationship we shared
that couldn't have been better

I was wrong for you,
you were wrong for me

I'll always miss you even when you're here again

cause you always change

And its never the same way that was left before

Past is gone
Present doesn't even feel here
and the future disappears

Ever changing with you

While I wished it'd stay the same

So that I could stay with you