How can I express the indifference I feel
Unmotivated to do what I know will help
I'm writing now wanting to erase what is there
These words mean nothing and yet
They mean everything
As I pour out my soul
Wanting to feel lighter
but there's already a gaping hole from what I've tried to remove
I dare to reach out
Told the wrong sacrifices have been made
I sink back into my self
Saying not to worry,
it doesn't matter what I do
I don't actually care,
I'm just aware of the standards
That my halves have dared to defy
Saying why live
Its not like you've ever had anything to give
Taking a life that's not mine over and over again
But it's not for me to decide when I die
No matter the sins I've done
I must wait till His time has come
for my one true end
YOU ARE READING
I'm Dying Inside
PoetryI said I'd never post another story,poem or whatever on here because I'm terrified of my feelings being shw,n I'm literaly shaking as I write this ...
