Chapter 20

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When I woke up, Harry, Zayn, and Alexa were sitting on the couch across from me. "Why are you guys staring at me?" I asked, my eyes still half closed.

"What did you do Mia," Alexa asked. I sighed and began rubbing my eyes. "Why," I replied, my hand resting on face.

"Harry said you got drunk and accidentally called him and he came over to make sure you were okay," Alexa said. I looked over at Harry to see him giving me a small smirk and I sniggled a little bit.

"Oh, okay," I said, nonchalantly. I sat up and threw my legs over the couch.

"Can you guys leave," Alexa said politely. "I need some time with Mia here." She glanced over at me with a death glare.

"Bye Mia," Harry said, smirking at me and winking. Once Alexa locked the door, she came and sat at the end of the couch I was on.

"I know that's not everything that happened," she began. "Tell me." She seemed excited, almost like a kid about to hear a bedtime story.

"Okay," I said taking a deep breath. "I was bored and I was here alone. So I started drinking the vodkas in the fridge. I was half drunk when Harry texted me. Then he called and told me he was coming over. So when he came, I threw up because I was trying to sober up by drinking a bottle of water. He helped to clean me up and clean the bathroom and I brushed my teeth, of course. Then I... I kissed him.
And I... he.. He started..kissing me and then he started fingering me and I..I really don't know what happened after that."

"What?!"

"What?"

"Wait so you and Harry are...a thing?"

"Alexa no, I.. I don't know but, I feel like I can't control myself around him and I just... ugh I don't know what I've done. We've only been here for like a week and a half and I've cheated.." I put my face in my hands and signed.

"Well, look, only I know. It's not the end of the world. When we go back, just...just act normal," Alexa said. But despite her attempts to comfort me, I was still panicking on the inside.

"Alexa, how can I act normal? I'm half a virgin now!!"

"You and Alex never had sex?"

"No! Don't you think I would've told you if we did?"

"Just stop worrying. It's gonna be fine. And don't drink so many of those vodkas. You have to pay for those you know?" I had only hoped that what Alexa said was true, and that everything would be okay like she said.

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