No Sharing Allowed \Muke/

32. Such A Tease

~Dedication to: samantha_ang01

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-Luke's POV-

I couldn't believe it.

Michael was back and he was underneath me crying out my name and then basically just asked me to fuçk him. I can't do that, can I? I hurt him so bad last time and I can't stand to see him in that much pain again, especially if he's going to go to Calum for comfort. I want to be the one who he comes to when he's upset and needs protection, not that asshole from work.

"Baby, I want to give you everything and show you just how much I love you but is sex really the way to do it?" I ask trying so hard not to just jump right onto him.

"So, you're saying you don't wanna play with me, Daddy?" he asks with a cheeky smile that makes me groan.

"Stop that." I say sternly and he looks at me with mock innocence.

"Stop what, Daddy?" he asks and tilts his head while fluttering his eyes.

"Michael, I don't want to hurt you." I say and I feel my eyes begin to water again. Not to mention I probably look like a shít hole. I haven't shaved and I'm in a baggy white t-shirt and grey sweats, not a very sexy combination.

"Luke, please stop thinking about that. I know you're sorry and you won't do it again...because if you do then it'll be the last. I'm going to stand up for myself so if you're going to hurt me then we'll have a problem." Michael says with determination in his eyes and he sighs.

"Look, I love you, Luke. I want you and I always will but we're going to need to work together, okay?" he says and I nod my head quickly. I'll do whatever he wants if it means he'll stay with me.

"So, you're in?" he asks with a raised eyebrow.

"Yes, yes of course." I say hastily and look him right in the eyes so he knows I'm serious.

"Good so first things first, I need you to fuçk me because, even though it's only been a day, I miss your touch." he breathes out and pulls me in for a kiss.

For once in my life, I feel so self-conscience about how I look. I mean, I'm not trying to sound cocky or anything but I have always been confident about my looks and my overall self when it comes to anything sexual since I've always been dominant. But right now I can't help but look at Michael and see how beautiful he is and how he's always beautiful no matter what he's wearing...or not wearing in this case.

I pull away slightly and lick my lips nervously as negative thoughts swirl in my head. I try to gain control of them but everything is screaming at me that I shouldn't be doing this right now, that Michael will hate me and leave but I can't stop my thoughts.

"Luke." Michael whispers and places a hand on either side of my face. "Don't do this to yourself."

I look back at him to see his eyes shiny with new tears and a surge of anger passes over me. How the hell could I be so stupid? Here I am, telling myself that I never want to hurt Michael again yet that's exactly what I'm doing right now. My own insecure thoughts are damaging Michael possibly as much as they're damaging myself. All at once, I feel the dominance return to me and I smirk at Michael slightly.

"Baby, you really want this?" I ask just to be completely sure. He nods his head but I 'tsk' him.

"Words, princess." I swear I see Michael shudder at the pet name and I feel more confident at his reaction.

"Yes, I want this."

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LOL teaser for next chapter which will be in another few hours c: I didn't want to not update but I didn't have a lot of time right now sooooo here ya go, super short teaser chapter :D Don't hate me too much<3 AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING EVERYONE<3

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