The Tomlinson's nanny. (L.T)

Walk of shame and heartbreak.

1st January 2014

Olivia's POV.

Once his bedroom door is closed i drop the towel, confidence flowing through me that i haven't felt before and all i want in this moment is him.

Louis' eyes trail over my body, hungrily drinking in all that there is to see and looking like he can't quite believe this is happening and for the first time since i met him Louis seems lost for words and is also pretty nervous, which for some reason i find adorable.

Within seconds i make the decision that i am going to take control so i take his hand and lead him to his bed, pulling him down beside me and attaching my lips to his and it is honestly like our lips fit together perfectly which i know sounds super cliche but i don't really care.

Before long our kiss has become heated and full of passion, Louis and i are between his sheets and i would be a fool not to know where this is headed but I am happy and there is nowhere i would rather be and nobody i would rather be with.

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1st of January 2014.

Olivia's POV

I wake up to the sound of my phone letting me know that i have a text but when i open my eyes i am not in my own bed, i let out a slight groan before i remember what actually happened in this bed last night and i can't help the blush that spreads across my face and i smile at the memory but i soon realize that i am alone and i panic a little, i look around for a note but not only is there no note it seems as if all of Louis' things are gone, my heart skips a beat and i mentally kick myself for not bringing a change of clothes with me last night, instead i wrap a towel around myself and open the door just a crack to make sure nobody sees my walk of shame.

I don't see anybody so i quickly dart out of his bedroom and into my own, grabbing some clothes for today and heading to the bathroom, i shower, brush my teeth and dress myself in record time because i want to see if Louis is still downstairs, maybe he just took his things down so that when everyone gets here it will be easier to transfer all of his things, but even i know that this is probably wishful thinking and my suspicions are confirmed when i get downstairs and he is gone, everyone is gone, probably at the airport saying goodbye to him.

My heart literally feels like it has shattered, after last night i thought i meant more than just a one night stand but i guess i was wrong, he left without so much as a goodbye, he must have known that i wanted to come to the airport and say goodbye, i thought he would have wanted me to come to the airport to say goodbye, did i really mean that little to him?

I choke back a sob but i cant stop the tears that silently leave tracks down my face.

I finally decide to check my phone because it has been making noises non stop since i woke up and i instantly wish i didn't, what i thought were text messages were actually notifications from twitter, mostly from One Direction fans saying how much they hate me and calling me disgusting names and i have no clue what i have done until i see that some girls have posted photos, Louis and I dancing in the club, our New Years kiss, Louis' arm around me while we waited for the taxi, Louis and i making out in the taxi, the memories flood back and only make this all hurt more, i didn't do anything wrong and now all of these people who don't even know me hate me and i honestly don't even know what is going on between Louis and i.

I decide to check his twitter to see if he has said anything at all.

*Those pics from last night mean nothing, i am not dating, nor will i ever be dating my mother's nanny so stop with all the hate, she means nothing*

I can't breathe, Louis had tweeted that and i can't believe he would say something so horrible, but he has and he has made it pretty clear that what happened between us last night means nothing to him.

How stupid of me to think that he actually cared for me, all along was this just a ploy to get into my pants? i thought he was different, i never thought he could be so heartless.

But now i understand why he didn't say goodbye to me, he thought I was a mistake.

I don't think my heart could ever be any more broken than it is right now.

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