The Tomlinson's nanny. (L.T)

Bad news.

Louis looks at me as if he can't find the right words, his eyebrows scrunching up in frustration.

"Look, you know how management doesn't approve.."
He gestures to the space between us.

I nod slowly, trying to meet his gaze but he won't look at me.

"I um, don't really know how to say this.. Without hurting you.." I can see that whatever he is trying to say is causing him pain.

"Its okay Lou, go on.." I say, encouraging him.

He lets out a content sigh when he hears me use his nickname.

"Management are.. They have found a girl.. For me to date, well fake date, I don't really understand the concept. I tried to fight them on it but you see they own me, the reality is, what they say goes. I can't go against them because then I would get kicked out of the band, which doesn't just effect me, it will mess things up for all of the boys and our fans so I can't ruin this for them." He takes a deep breath, still not looking at me.

"I want to be with you Liv.. But they aren't going to allow it.. If they have even a hint that we are seeing each other they will limit my trips home and I can't.. My family.." He says exasperatedly.

For the first time he looks up at me and he looks so genuinely upset.

"I understand Lou." I say quietly, now I'm the one who can't look at him for fear that I will start crying.

"Liv.." He coos sadly, putting his index finger under my chin and lifting my face so that I look at him.
I feel the tears welling up and attempt to blink them away.

"Its okay Louis, I'm being silly, its fine." I say giving him a smile.
He smiles sadly at me and brings me in for a hug, which for some reason seems to make things worse and before I know it I am sobbing into his chest while he soothingly rubs my back.

I could be mistaken but when he releases me from the hug I swear he looks like he has teared up a little too.

I want to kiss him, even if it is just a goodbye kiss.
He must have the same idea because he leans in he runs his hand from my cheek up into my hair before pulling me into the kiss.

Not to be cliché or anything, but fireworks.

The kiss ends and he pulls away, his hand caresses my cheek gently, lovingly almost.

"We should go to bed.." He says quietly. "I have to catch a plane back in the morning.." His tone is sad and hesitant.

I just nod.

I am falling for him.

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Authors note: Hi lovelies! I know it has been quite some time, this writing hiatus has been for a good reason, I promise! But as also promised, The Tomlinson's Nanny will have an ending! I am super excited to return to writing this book ❤