The Tomlinson's nanny. (L.T)

In His Arms.

21st January 2014.

We head upstairs and without hesitation both go straight to Louis bedroom/ The guest bedroom, who knows when we will even have a chance to see each other again; I think we both want to make the most of being able to be in one another's arms.

I haven't been in this room since that morning and i feel a bit sad remembering what it was like to wake up after a night like that with Louis nowhere to be seen.

Louis seems to notice my apprehension and wraps his arms tightly around me, engulfing me in hug that was well needed.

"I'm so sorry Liv.." he murmurs from the crevasse between my shoulder and my neck.

I take a deep breath, this has caused me so much pain, I am glad that I finally know his side of the story and that he didn't hurt me on purpose.
But I did still get hurt and unfortunately an apology isn't a cure all so i just nod and hold him tighter.

The hug is long and somewhat therapeutic, it feels like exactly what i needed and i am really thankful that i meant enough to him for him to come back and sort things out.

Eventually we release each other from the hug and climb into the bed together, instantly gravitating to the middle of the bed we wrap our arms around each other again.

I cant help the massive smile that makes its way onto my face and as i look up at Louis i realise that his smile mirrors mine.

"I am so happy being here with you right now.." he sighs and gives me a kind of sad smile.

I nod and reply "ditto.." I understand his sad smile, because after tomorrow who even knows what will happen with us.

I realise that i have something to tell him to and might as well be now.

"So Louis, I kind of have something I need to tell you as well.." I say.

He looks at me, seeming a little worried.

"what is it? Are you . . Pregnant? I mean its not ideal but we can work with it i guess.. Secret girlfriend.. Secret baby.. Sure it will be fine!" he is freaking out.
"Louis I am not pregnant!" I whisper shout.

The relief washes over his face instantly.

"Oh thank god, i am not ready for a baby.." he says quietly.

I giggle a little.

"Nor am i!" I reply, just as quietly.

I cant help but think about what he said.. Secret girlfriend.. I'm not sure that i am too keen on that concept.

"You had something to tell me?" Louis asks, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Oh, yes! Well I'm moving into my own place!" i say with a grin.

He frowns and looks a little confused.

"Are you not going to be a nanny for my siblings anymore?" he asks seeming worried and upset.

"Oh Louis, no of course I am still going to be a nanny for your siblings!" i assure him with a smile.

"I just thought that it would be nice to have my own place, a bit of personal space.. And since what happened.. " I trail off quietly not looking at him.

"you didn't want to be around when i came home?" he questions, holding me a little tighter.

"yeah.." i breathe out, a little unsure of what his reaction will be to this information.

"I get it.. I understand." he says sadly.

"I will still probably spend most nights here so don't get any ideas of taking back your bedroom." i grin at him cheekily.
"But having my own place will be nice, especially if Tylah does decide to move here, something less for her to stress about. By the way you are going to have to win Tylah over again, she kind of hates you." I tell him and he looks a bit worried.

"I will do everything i can to make her like me again.." he says quietly before tucking me into his chest and letting out a massive yawn.

It is well after midnight and with everything out in the open and the true story been told I feel like i am going to sleep very well tonight, especially wrapped in his arms.

"Goodnight Lou." i whisper.

"Goodnight Liv." he replies and gives me a long kiss on the top of my head.

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