The Tomlinson's nanny. (L.T)

My Own Place.

24th January 2014. Friday.

It has been a few days since that night Louis came home to sort things out with me and i miss him more than I care to admit.

Louis had to leave first thing that morning, he woke up to numerous missed phone calls and one very serious text message from management telling him on no uncertain terms he is to be on the very first plane back there.

We had to say a quick goodbye in his bedroom and so that no one got the wrong idea I slipped back into my bedroom while he woke Jay and the girls so that he at least got to see them before he left again.

They were all slightly confused by him being here but he somehow played it off as no big deal.

I slipped down the stairs at some point while they were all chatting and eating breakfast and our eyes met a few times but we tried not to draw attention so i started making myself a cuppa and breakfast.

They all said their goodbyes and Louis headed to the airport where security were waiting, God knows how he managed to get here without any security, what a nightmare!

Louis and i didn't speak at all in front of his family that morning but sent each other a small smile just before he slipped out the front door.

Jay gave me a strange smile after Louis left, I think she knows something but I don't mind too much.

It has only been 3 days but it feels much longer, we didn't talk anymore about what is actually going on between us so I don't know if i am his secret girlfriend (which I don't like the idea of) or what we are.

We have been texting back and forth cute, sweet little text messages which is really nice, I get little messages throughout the day and it is nice to know he is thinking of me.

Jay and i have been super busy getting the girls things ready because they will be going back to school on Monday and on top of that we have been organising my apartment because Tylah is arriving tonight and Jay thought it would be easier to organise the apartment before the girls go back to school and before the twins arrive.

Luckily we are picking up the keys this morning and I get to have my first proper look inside the apartment (which is furnished, thank goodness!) my stuff is all packed except a travel bag that will stay at Jays house with the essentials and a few changes of clothes.

Jay and i have spoken a lot about the living situation and have decided that weekdays/nights will be spent at Jays and weekends can be spent at my apartment, unless Jay needs me and luckily we got one very close it only takes me two minutes to get here so if she needs me i can be over in a flash.

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A few hours later...

The apartment is amazing, its small with just two bedrooms and one bathroom, which is all I need anyway, the living area and kitchen area is open and lovely, I feel like I am going to burst with excitement!

I cant wait to live here!

We put my bags down in my bedroom and the girls and i continue to look in every room in awe at how lovely it all looks, the girls excitement is clear and they don't stop talking about sleepovers the whole time.

I look at Jay who has a massive grin on her face and I make my way over to her to thank her, she pulls me in for a tight hug.

"Thank you so much for helping me get my own apartment Jay!" i say, I am so grateful, i can feel tears welling up.

She just pulls me in for another hug.

"It is fine sweetheart, I am happy to help! And I'm really glad that you like it!" she really is an amazing woman.

"Alright girls, we have to get going and have some lunch before it is time to go to the airport and pick Tylah up!" Jay yells through the apartment that the girls are still happily exploring.

i turn all of the lights of before walking out with one last scan around the apartment i shut the door and lock it.

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I am sorry about the school holiday thing, in Australia you get like 6 weeks of holidays over Christmas so their holidays have run a little long but it is too much of a pain to go back and change lots so i will just send them back and I promise i will get the rest of their holidays right xxx

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