KNB X Reader One-Shots

Kasamatsu X Reader PART 2

KINDA SAD SO I SUGGEST YOU READ WITH CAUTION!

But no one dies, its just someone is already dead :( 

This song will go with this one shot! Oh and this is a part two of another chapter that was chapter 8!

This song is so good and his other songs are good too which I think you should check out! 

I hope you guys like the song and the one shot!

Oh and this is my first time doing it by lyrics and it will look weird! The lyrics will mostly be on Reader's POV so sorry if it looks weird!

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Reader POV

Your thoughts become your enemies

When you're locked inside this cage

Life can feel dead to me

And all that's left is rage

I wake up on my own to remember what today is. Today is that day. The day I affected my mom and later on she dies on my birthday after a couple of years coping with the pain I've caused her. I am so mad at myself, why did I do that? I know everyone tries to tell me that it isn't my fault,but they didn't tell me about her condition how can I trust them? I sit up in my bed bringing my legs to my stomach. I'm not even going to school today. Sure the school is fine I just hang out with the team, they are all I need. I don't need any other friends, they'll just leave me or take advantage of me since I am related to Kise. I'm fine with a small group of friends, I hate big groups anyway. I stayed on my bed for a while until I hear a knock. I look at the door which is right in front of me about five feet away. "Who is it?" I said and waited for a response and only to her Ryota say," (y/n)cchi it's me! Happy birthday! I put my gift in front of the door and your birthday breakfast~" I sighed and said," Yeah thanks, I'll get it later." He seems to linger there a bit longer and says," So are you going to school-" I cut him off saying," No. Just go on ahead and I'll just stay here. I've done this before Ryota I'll be fine." He doesn't say anything else but I hear his footsteps walk away from the door and the front door opening and closing.

Regrets for all the time we wasted

Thinking of ourselves

Holding onto pain you tasted

Living in this hell

Don't wanna go back home tonight

So I drive this road alone

I let my legs spread out in front of me and I end up laying back down. I could feel my tears build up again, every year it is the same cycle. I wake up Ryota comes to try to get me out but I stay in. When he leaves I cry and let it out and think of other problems and how to deal with them. Ryota comes back home I stay in my room for the rest of the week, and then I come back out facing reality again. I turn to look at my clock on my nightstand. It is already noon, huh I must have went really deep into my own thought. Knowing what I have done really hurts me because I've killed someone without even knowing it. I loved her so much and she endured so much pain, but always kept a smile on her face even if she knows she will die any given time. I crull into a ball again and sob a bit, what did she do to deserve this? Why out of all people it was her? I let my tears fall down my face and then I cry myself dry. I just need to be alone and sort things out bit by bit.