The Definition of Love

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Luke's POV

It's been a couple weeks since Bo's surgery and he's doing absolutely fantastic ever since we came home. I've been able to stay home a little longer then I had originally planned, which is a good thing too because it's given Savy and I a chance to get back to where we were before I went on tour a couple weeks ago.

I'm still constantly beating myself up on a daily basis but Savy has come to the point of where she doesn't even wanna talk about it anymore because it's in the past. I wish I could say the same for me even though it was my fuck up but at the same time I just can't get it out of my head right now.

I just want this to be put in the past in my own head like Savy did but I just can't seem to do it.

Unfortunately I have to go back out on tour with Kenny tomorrow even though I don't think I'm ready to but I guess that Kenny's ticket sales started to go down once I left the tour. The people that he works for are saying that they are going down because I haven't been out there for the past couple weeks, which I doubt completely but Kerry and my label want me back out there ASAP. 

On the plus side through, when Savy and I were still in the hospital with Bo, Kenny had called me to check in on Bo and to see how he was doing and to make sure that Savy and I were ok. I was pretty shocked through because he said that if we needed anything, anything at all really, that all we needed to do was give him a call and he would take care of it. And that I didn't need to worry about going back on tour right away because he loved having me out there and wanted to keep it that way.  

But then I went out today and had a meeting with Kerry and everyone on my team at my label and they conferenced in Kenny and he even said that I wasn't going anywhere from his tour no matter what they said. Now the big wigs weren't exactly happy about any of that but who are they to tell Kenny Chesney no on and thing. 

The whole situation is just very confusing. But at the end of the day I'm going back out on tour tomorrow to reconnect with my fans.

I got home from the meeting about a half hour after we wrapped everything up and walked in the apartment and saw that Savy was no where to be found in the living room or the kitchen. It was getting pretty late at night so I figured that Savy was putting Bo to bed. 

"Savy?"

"In here."

I went down the hall and found Savy in Bo's room getting him changed. "Hey darlin"

"Hi baby. Look Bo, daddy's back!"

"Hey there buddy."

I kissed Savy's cheek and then leaned down and kissed Bo on the forehead while Savy finished buttoning his onesie. "Hey baby I was thinking."

"What's that honey?"

"How about I put Bo to bed and you and I have a little bit of a quiet night to ourselves before you have to leave tomorrow."

"I think that's a great idea baby girl."

"So how about you go back out in the living room and turn some music on and I'll be out in a few minutes."

"Deal."

I kissed the side of her head and then kissed Bo good night before going out into the living room and searching through the CD's until I found the perfect one. I turned it on and then went into the kitchen and pulled out a a beer for me and went and sat back down on the couch. Savy came out a few minutes later and curled up on the couch next to me. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her close to my chest so that she could lay against me. She intertwined her fingers with mine and I pulled them close to my lips and planted a soft kiss on the back of her hand. "Luke can I ask you something?"