The Definition of Love

We're Not Back to Normal, Are We? *Part 1*

Savy's POV

I don't know what was happening around me....

Luke was in front of me but when ever I tried to reach for him he would just move farther and farther away from me. And when I tried to speak nothing was coming out.

I was starting to panic and the more I reached for Luke the faster he moved away from me.

I reached for him one final time and when I did I felt something grab my hand. I turned my head and saw Jeremy standing there holding my hand with a wicked grin on his face.

I tried to pull my hand away from him but he just held it tighter. I looked around me to see if someone could help me but when I looked back at Jeremy there was a wedding ring on my finger and one on his while he was holding a little black haired girl in his arms that looked vaguely like me but looked a helluva lot like Jeremy. I tried to pull away from him and when I finally did, Jeremy put the little girl down and even though I couldn't hear him, I knew he was calling her Sophie and was telling her to come to her mommy. Which somehow was me.......

I jumped up in bed and felt my heart beating rapidly in my chest. I couldn't barely catch my breath and I was covered in sweat. I was still naked from last night and had the sheet around my hips. I pulled it up around my chest and started taking deep breaths. 

I looked over at the side of the bed next to me and Luke was still laying there but was slowly waking up. "Hey baby you ok?"

"I don't know. I just can't explain it."

"What was it a bad dream?"

"I think I just..........I dont know." 

"Well come here baby, lets go back to sleep."

Luke wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him and I laid down on his chest and slowly fell back to sleep. 

I honestly don't know how to tell Luke about that part of my life.....I really don't.

Luke's POV

 Few Days Later

It's been a few days since Savy and I went up to Conneticut to visit with Mattie and everything has just been off. Savy had what I'm assuming was a nightmare the night after we dealt with Jeremy but she wont tell me what it was. 

She's been really distant lately and throwing herself back into work so it's like I've barely seen her. Granted I've been in and out of the studio too but it's like she's just going through the motions anymore and she's just not herself anymore. 

She's not the Savy that I fell in love with.....

It's kind of hard to plan the rest of our wedding too because she's barely around me. I've been talking with the wedding planner about the rest of the things that we need to do and since we both know what Savy want's it makes it easier to just tie up loose ends.

I planned a surprise honeymood for Savy in the Bahamas but with the way she's been acting sometimes I can't help but have this feeling down deep in my gut that for some reason this wedding isn't going to happen.....

It's as bad as the feeling I had when I had to leave Savy in Georgia all those years ago...

I've finally gotten to the point where I have no idea what to do because talking to Savy isn't working so there's only one other person who knows her the way I do, maybe even better.

Jamie

After I got outta the studio for the day I went out to my truck and dialed Jamie's number.

"Hey sweet cheeks whats up?"

"I need your help."

"Whats goin on?"

"It's Savy. Ever since we went back up to Conneticut she's been really distant and throwing herself into work again. I've tried to get her to talk to me but nothings working."

"What happened when you guys were up there?"

"We say her ex's mom, then when we were at Mattie's house he showed up and they got in a fight outside. And well he was disrespecting her so of course I got involved and we ended up getting into it and I hit him."

"Well damn go Luke!"

"Haha. But that night she woke up in a cold sweat but she wouldn't tell me what was going on. So I've figured out myself that she had a nightmare but again she won't tell me what was going on. I don't know what to do anymore Jamie and your the only other person that knows her as well as I do, maybe even better."

She didn't answer for a minute before she whispered "Sophie..."

"What? Who's Sophie?"

"She never told you did she?"

"Tell me what?"

"About Sophie. Luke you need to talk to her about this...It's not my place to tell you about that part of her life, so I'm not going to do it. But I can tell you right now I've been around her when this has happened before and if she doesn't talk about it it can be bad. Just trust me ok?"

"Ok. Thanks Jamie."

"No prob sweetie. Just try and get her to talk about it before she goes into a deep depression which has happened before, and it's really hard to pull her outta it."

"This isn't going to go good is it?"

"Nope. She's going to get defensive but just make sure she knows that your going to be there for her no matter what happens. Because that's what she needs right now."

"Ok thanks again Jamie."

"No prob."

I hung up the phone and threw it onto the seat next to me. 

What is Savy keeping from me and who the hell is Sophie??????

Author's Note!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!! 

I know this update is really short but I needed it to end here before I can do the next one. 

For those of you who are rereading this story from Instagram, some things have changed so it's not the same as before......It's better.

Thank you guys so much for reading and I hope you enjoyed it!!

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Next Update Should be Later Today!!!!