I'm hurting

Worthlessness

I feel like a worthless piece of trash

People just walk over me

I have no spine and I shy away from most

I can't talk to strangers because I know they just feel sorry for me

Why am I so worthless ?

If I was actually worth something

Would I be happy ?

I will never know

Because I'm just worthless

I'm not pretty or beautiful

I'm just plain and dull

Nothing peopl tell me stays

I just want my mind to go away

It brings me down and tells me I'm worthless

I might be at my breaking point

And if I am will bad things continue

Down this road I might take

I can't find peace in music anymore

My writing isn't helping

And even talking to people isn't helping me

I just want this pain and worthlessness to go away

I have no clue why I feel this way

I just do and it won't leave me alone

Please someone just help me

I don't want to feel this

And I don't want things to escalate

Just please someone help me

I don't want to get hurt

I just want my pain to leave

Vanish and disappear forever