I'm sick if waiting
Waiting to feel happy
Waiting to smile for real
I hate myself
An I know I'm stupid
I don't get why I have friends
They're all so happy
And me I'm faking it
They don notice my fake laugh
My fake smile
And how sad I am
They see the colors
While I'm all black and white
Nothing seems right
I need to get answers
Answers to why I'm so fake
Why I'm stupid
Why I'm worthless
YOU ARE READING
I'm hurting
PoetryThese are poems from deep inside my mind. I don't want any judgement about these ok. This is just my release from stress, sadness, and loneliness