I'm hurting

My truths

I have truths and lies

I tell my lies

To hide my truths

I say I'm fine

But in reality I'm dying inside

But you believe I'm fine

I hide behind a mask

It hides my tears and fears

You see my mask but don't know it's fake

I did something that you don't know

You ask if I was fine

I lied, but you believed it

I hide my feelings

Because if I show them I won't be

Who you thought I was

Why I hide is your mystery

But for me it's a lifestyle

My lifestyle is the mystery you need to solve

I want to be there for you

But I can't help because

I'm not even there

You may want to rethink me

Try and find my little cries

The small cries that I told you

The hints I left

You didn't see them

But they're there

I hope you find them

Just hurry and find them

I don't want it to be too late